Flying high

I am elated, ecstatic, delighted, intoxicated, captivated, jolly, lively, merry, I AM WALKING ON AIR!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

But it's a secret. :D

So anyway, this is the press conference item.
It has no "me" nor, "sis" nor, "phyphyllis" in it.



Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahaha.

I honestly have no idea if i'm allowed to post the video up. But credits to P.Paul! :D

Here are pictures also credits to P. Paul!

First of all, i present, PHY PHY LLIS!



& this is my cluster, for the dance challenge held last Sunday, 23rd Nov.



I am at the foreground, in black, on the left side, eating the apple :D



The judges.
As told by Paul, they were Paula Abdul, Randy Jackson & Simon Cowell.
KIDDING!
From left, Ps. Yew Lin, Ps Patrick Chew & Simon Cowell. (I dont know his name, but i know he's from Gateway!)

The team, waiting for the results.



The Champion!



:D

I am so looking forward to rehearsal tonight! :D

Okay that's about it. I have pictures to upload but i'm waiting for dad to lend me his memory card reader. :(

Parents are flying off next week! Gosh 10 days with no financial freedom. Darn it.

I believe,

In all things, give thanks.

21 Nov, Friday

Had a wonderful time with Cordelia & Raina. Sadly, Keshia couldnt join us cause she had exams :( 

Went to town first thing in the morning for an interview. It ended earlier than expected & therefore, i was stranded in town doing nothing in the morning. I walked 3 times around the whole of somerset, city hall, bugis & orchard road. 

Went to the library to catch some sleep & managed to waste time there & went straight to town to meet Cordelia. Poor girl had to wait for me. BUT WHO WAITED LONGER MANZXZX! 

Then Raina came, & sissy joined us. 

Cordelia shopped while the 3 of us watched :( 

No actually i bought a dress too. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. :D 

Afterwards we went to Plaza Sing (some pictures with sissy)

Walked somemore. Shopped some more. Cordelia bought her Aids Ticket. Tempted Raina & I to get one each. Loved the shirt.  :(

Then went to Gelare for high tea. 

That's cordelia's hair. She's camera shy

Raina too. Cos they weren't dressed up properly. Both just arrived from school

Stayed till late evening. 

Then Sissy & I went to Bukit Merah for a church seminar that i would never miss.

Before the seminar, had dinner @ KFC. 

That was all i ate. I am still on a quest to lose weight :D

22 Nov, Saturday.

Had a very very very adventurous trip with Vanessa, Andrew, Yankai & Samson

Not only was it adventurous, it was exciting, a new experience & thrilling. :D

Muahahahaha. Inside joke.

Vanessa & I cabbed down to town. & Cabbed home. I was a happy girl. No training! :D 

23 Nov, Sunday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY PHY PHY LLIS!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

You are such a darling! Even though it was your birthday & i had absolutely no idea, you demanded no present from me but you gave me sweets! :D:D:D

&&&&&& you presented me the pleasure of viewing ____'s SMSes to you!!!!!! :D

LALALALALALALA. I cant believe we're in the same tribe! <3

Darling ariel was unwell. So she was rather grouchy & decided not to entertain me. :( 

All i did was play with her elder sister, Victoria & took naps in between.

Had cell. First time in a month since i went back for cell.

Only Cordelia & I were there -.-

Enjoyed myself alot. 

Cordelia, Raina & I stayed back, chat even more. 

Cordelia was a sweet sweet darling to accompany me till rehearsal started. 

:D

I cant wait for Thurs & Sat & Sun. (I'm meeting them again!) 

AGAIN NO PICTURES BECAUSE CAMERA IS STILL DOWN :( BUT FEAR NOT! 

I JUST COLLECTED IT TODAY! So tomorrow onwards there'll be more more more pictures! 

Okie dokie, toodles people!

I cant wait for rehearsals! They are enjoyable & fun & i love the people!

Jingjing, thanks alot for your help! :D 

I LOVE MY FRIENDS! :D

'Cause i'm really happy, you're in my life! 

Could I Ever

When I woke up today, 

I thought of all the things You've done

found myself here, 

feeling all so overcome

You gave Your life away for me

truly my heart belongs to You

so let me say, 

Could i ever, thank You for, 

what you did at clavery?

when You bled and died for me?

could i ever turn away?

knowing that you paid the price, 

that i could never pay

When i think of the way, 

that you died upon that cross

Bearing my sin, 

even though my heart was lost. 

Blissfully blessed

Hello earth and everyone.
Its been so long since i last posted an entry. & i think its about time to.

BUT.

1. Post is gonna be wordy bcos i have no pictures! (Phone down for repair, camera with dad) See, that's why i need a camera badly!

2. Life has been revolving around almost nothing except God :D

3. I have been painting my home. (not new home)

4. I have been sleeping a lot.

5. I have been busy with rehearsals.

TADAA!

I have just summarized what ive been doing since O levels ended in the past 3 points.

Yeah i havent really done much & therefore that leads me with nothing to blog about.

But, im definitely loving rehearsals. The team & I we're getting along really great. & I just totally love rehearsals.

& meeting Ariel every Sunday is making my holiday an enjoyable time as well. For the past two Sundays, i have officially learnt how to be a MOTHER!

& i so totally dont think i am ready.

I AM DYING TO MEET UP WITH KESHIA & RAINA!
I'm so so so sorry raineeeee that i had to cancel our previous date! :(

I am still jobless, because ive been enjoying the slacking moments of my home.

& i have been watching lotsa Oprah Winfrey, Tyra Banks & reading up on the World.
All i can say is, I AM DEVASTATED!
Sometimes, i really feel like being a lawyer, or someone with high authority that is able to stop Child Abuse, Polygamy, Child Slavery, Spouse Abuse & so many others! My heart really goes out to these people.

I just cant help but feel disgustingly selfish because i'm at home enjoying life, enjoying the luxury of being a normal girl, enjoying the luxury of being financially stable & enjoying the luxury of having things that i do not deserve while these children, are sold to slavery, doing things they shouldnt be doing at their age!

Some, begin working at the age of 4! I would really love to post up pictures, but they are too gruesome & depressing to watch. So, if you guys are interested, click on google.

Anyway my mission for this whole holidays is:

1. Spend more quality time with my family.

2. Learn to put God first in everything, every situation.

3. Walk right with God.

4. Catch up with good friends. (Keshia, Raina, Cordelia.....)

5. Try to make Ariel call my name

6. Trust God in everything (esp, Carl)

AMEN.

I believe i can do it.
I really have to thank God for everything that has been happening in my life right now. He has been blessing me with good health, good appetite (roar), great family, and the perfect plan for my future. All i have to do now is to wait for His appointed time, :) This holiday, i hafta pull myself together & enjoy God's wonderful promises He has for me. Bring it on God, I cant wait!

OKIE DOKIE. THAT'S ABOUT IT.

Yunting, are you happy now? :) HAHAHA.

When I look upon that cross, I know, i can always count on you, my redeemer, my savior, my best friend. Thank you Jesus, you are so good to me! 

It will get better...

So, its been a long time since i blogged.
Ive been busy with O levels.
My last paper is this Tuesday. :D
But ive already started enjoying, so it doesnt really make a difference

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So like ive been pondering about a lot of different things that are happening in my life lately. I've been thinking, is this the kinda lifestyle i want? Is this what i want?

I've been given chances and chances, but i never seem to make full use of them. I guess this boils down to one thing, i really need you in my life.

Yet again i'm afraid. What if this isn't what God has planned for me? What if you are not supposed to be part of my life?

Then again, i think about God's plan.. His plans are so amazing & unpredictable. Sometimes i wish that i know what God has in mind for me. But then again, where would the excitement and joy be in life?

Many things have happened within the past week. Many things have made me realize how important some people are to me. Many things have made me realize how much i need these people in my life. Many things have made me realize how much i really want them in my life. And most importantly, these things have made me realize what i do not enjoy in life.

Nobody can ever understand how much i loved you, and how much i am loving you more each day. Yes, i know it sounds cliche, sounds cheesy but it's really how i feel. In your presence, i just feel like melting. I hope time stops, the minute i'm so close to you.

You've been near, but i did not grab hold of my chances. So i'm asking myself, how long more do i have to regret this decision of not returning back a glance.

Then, i realized, how much i realized my girls. They were the ones who have seen me through my every obstacle in life. & i did not cherish every minute with them. God had taken me this far, to only realize how much i miss them & how much i need them in my life. Even though we had our childish days, i guess that would still be the most memoriable days of my lives. Janice, Jasmine, Raina, Keshia, Cordelia.

I know i'm running in circles. Maybe to some of you, this most may be hard to understand, but it's alright. Most importantly, is that i just need to let all of this out.

It took me a long time, to only realize pride wont gain me friends, pride wont gain me happiness, pride wont gain me love. But love would. I guess it all boils down to one thing,

Love just is..











Sorry j, you were always there for me, 24-7. But i always end up breaking your heart. I wish we can go back to the past. I really miss you. Just to let you know, nobody can ever replace your position in my heart.

It only matters how true you are, be true to yourself & follow your heart..