Sometimes i realize, 

people try so hard to be you.

But they never realize, they're making a fool out of themselves.

You can try all you wanna.

You can have all the chances you want.

But you can never be me.

& you're just proving to me that i'm way above your level 

& that i'm just your role model.

Thank you, perhaps i'm you idol. 

=) 

Oh, and btw, lucky for you. 

I've decided not to stoop to your level.

Why should i man? 

You're not worthy of my thoughts. My anger. My vengeance.

You are nothing.

Do you miss my love?

Fergie - Labels or love

Shopping for labels, shopping for love

Manolo and Louis, it's all I'm thinking of

Shopping for labels, shopping for love

1,2,1,2,3,4 

I already know what my addiction is

I be looking for labels, i ain't looking for love

I shop for purses while i walk out the door

Don't cry, buy a bag and then get over it

And, i'm not concerned with all the politics

It's a lot of men i know i could find another one.

Oughta know that i'm always happy when i walk out the store, store

I'm guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with

I love him, hate him, kiss him, just i'm trying to walk a mile in my kicks

Chorus:

Love's like a runway but which one do i love more

No emotional baggage, just replace it with Dior

Love's like a runway, so what's all the fussing for

Let's stop chasing them boys and shop some more

1,2,1,2,3,4

I know i might come off as negative

I be looking for labels, i ain't looking for love

Relationships are often so hard to tame

A Prada dress has never broken my heart before

And, 

I'mma do the damn thing, watch me do the damn thing

Cause i know that my credit card will help me put out the flames

I'm guessing Supercalifragi-sexy, nothing to be playing with

I love him, hate him, kiss him, just i'm trying to walk a mile in my kick

Chorus:

Love's like a runway but which one do i love more

No emotional baggage, just replace it with Dior

Love's like a runway, so what's all the fussing for

Let's stop chasing them boys and shop some more

Gucci, Fendi, Prada purses, purchasing them finer things

Men they come a dime a dozen, just give me them diamond rings

I'm into a lot of bling, Cadallic, Chanel and Coach

Fellas boast but they can't really handle my female approach

Buying things is hard to say

Rocking Christian Audigier, Manolo, Polo, taking photos in my Cartier

So we can't go all the way, I know you might hate it but

I'm a shop for labels while them ladies lay and wait for love.

I i i i i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee, the lyrics.

Fergie, she did great. :D

Love it love it love it. 

THANK YOU SAMSON TAY!

:D

Samson Tay introduced me this webby..

http://www.ripway.com/

Yup, i'm free from imeem! 

Yes yes! Me is happy! :D

Anyhoos.

Just finished watching..

Yes, Speed.

I know, it's a damn long show.

But it happened to be air-ing on Channel 5.

So might as well. I'm bored anyway.

Yes, it has my favourite actress in it. Sandra Bullock.

& Keanu Reaves. Keanu Reaves is hot in this show man. Haha.

Sandra Bullock is as usual, funny. :D

Hot couple :) 

Man, i know i've said earlier on, that i'm gonna stop all the party-ing nonsense.

But as i think about it, i guess i really can't. :( 

Georgie told her boyfriend that I looked like a chipmunk! 

What!! Hahaha, i totally don't look like chipmunk at all lah!! >:(

Haha.

Most probably, going K with her on Monday. :D

Whoopies.

 

Okay. 

Church tomorrow.

I don't hope to see you, though i long to see you. I really don't.

Please don't appear.

Appear only when i'm ready okay?

I'll wait.

Nobody can replace you. 

This song reminds me of you.

A new trust.

A new friendship.

A whole new everything.

I hope things work out. 

:D

Is there any other website i can go to, to get my song embed(ed)?

Man, i can't stand imeem. 

It's so laggy.

Or is it my comp?

Just found out my windows is a pirated one.

DAMN IT.

I'm damn irritated.

Man, i'm so pissed off.

The other time this fellow came to fix my comp.

Dad paid him a hefty amount of money, to re-install the stuff.

But who knows this fellow installed a pirated one.

Now, i can't download the latest version of Windows Music Player.

SO PATHETIC AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I'm dying for my new computer.

Damn it.

I need a new laptop.

Damn it.

BOO HOO.

ME IS ANGRY!

Shilin just told me about the upcoming parties in June.

Man!! This is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so tempting.

I'm telling you, i've never been so tempted before.

Really.

3 parties in 1 pass.

OMG OMG OMG OMG.

Lust, Greed and Pride.

Can i go? :(

O levels.. :( 

Ahh.

Hard decision :( 

Lust at St James.

Greed at Butter Factory

Pride at ZOUK! :( 

Man, i gotta study la.

This cannot go on.

I can party all i want in the future.

Okay Sissy just told me something.

I'm so not clubbing anymore.

I know, sudden fast change of decision right?

Yes yes, but i'm NEVER NEVER clubbing again.

Never.

Never partying again.

No-no.

Not gonna do that anymore.

Please, give me the strength to reject temptation.

I guess the only thing that keeps her spirit alive, is knowing you're out there.

Forgive me, for i was blinded.

Ciao, Baby.

Hmm.
Uh i have nothing much to blog about, again.
Boring la.
My life has been boring.
It has been revolving around Mathematics.

Man, i've been mugging mathematics since the beginning of the week.
Maths, my new love.
Since thinking about you is such a torture,
I got myself distractions

ANYHOOS.
Rehearsals were the best of the week.
Whoo.
Spencer came to my rescue.
Darwin is the best best.
Esaint is the sucker. Hahahahaha kidding.

Hahaha.
A lil summary of the script.
Esaint & I go shopping, then he sees a pretty girl (sissy), then he looks under her skirt.
Then pretty girl's boyfriend (Darwin) got pissed. Wants to fight with him. Darwin calls backup, Ah Kao (Jingxian)
They fight fight fight. I stand there act like bimbo, screaming at them to stop fighting.
Esaint dies from the fight.
Tadaa! I cry like a mad cow.
Police come..
Darwin & Ah Kao gets caught.
THE END.

Hahahaha.
Hopefully it'll get us to the finals.
This is only the qualifying round la. Sian.
:(

I need this. I really really need this.

Okay blog more tonight.
Toodles.

Actually i have nothing much to blog about.

I feel so dead nowadays.

Feeling emotion-less.

Hahaha.

Guess i'm just tired.

Have been catching up with my math lately.

& helping bro with his own math.

Haha, Yunting thinks that i'm pushing bro too hard.

Cause the size of his assessment book is as thick as my own secondary 5 textbook.

=/

Anyhoos.

I have nothing to update.

I might wanna go sleep.

Goodnight old folks.

She needs to hear your voice.

It's the only thing that's keeping her heart beating..

She wakes up with her mind filled with images of him.

AHHHHH.

Her nick: 

___; Looking at the pages of my life. Screw you.

Disclaimer:

Her, referring to a friend. Not my lesbian partner.

Neways.

Sounds like she is saying that about me.

I don't know. Damn it man. 

This is my bad habit. I think too much.

I worry too much. Damn it.

OKAY.

No more sad stuff.

Had enough of emo-ness last night.

Was really really touched by Yunting last night.

:D

Damn it.

It's so easy to give someone a piece of advice, but so difficult to put it to practice yourself.

Screw it.

Okay rubbish.

No mood.

Byebye.

Can you hear my heart calling?

These are the times when i really really feel like talking to you.

Am i just gonna let pride get in the way.

Or am i going to put it aside, pick up the phone.

Apologize & beg you to talk to me? 

I really really miss you.

I don't even know what went wrong to begin with.

(But you'll never see the tears i cry at night, for you)

OKAY.

School today basically, sucked.

Only Rehearsals were the best part of the day.

Or should i say my nap time was the best part of the day..?

So like, i reached school at 730am.

Thought i was supposed to have lessons.

But as i walk in the school gate, with my hair let down.., 

I see Ruben & Aaron mocking me. -.-

They were like: "Oi, why you come school so early?"

I was like.. (point middle finger) "what?!"

Yup thats when i found out that...

I didn't have to go school that early.

I was only supposed to go at 945am. :D

Wonderful isn't it? 

Boooooo..

So i spent the morning, using the computer in the school's comp lab.

Yes, we sneaked in.

(That's the devotion spirit!)

ANYHOOS.

Then had SPA.

My practical totally sucked.

I think i'm going to get a 0 for the test.

I'm serious.

My science is horrigible....

& then i waited another 1 hour for rehearsals to start.

Stayed in the school library.

Used the computer.

That's when i found out some heartbreaking news.

Hahaha.

Wait, i'm supposed to be happy right?

Carl, you're seriously everything i'm wanting.

Hmm.

I don't wanna rant much on that.

Screw you.

So anyway.

Had rehearsals.

It went well. Not like i expected.

Competition date is on Monday! Not Tuesday no more.

GOSH GOSH GOSH.

God, please.

Let this come through for me.

No matter the expenses, please let me get in.

Scholarship, whatsoever.. I'll work hard for it. Please!!

I really want this. I want this degree! 

Amen.

Yeah so went home.

Slept. Drowned my sorrows in alcohol (i wish)

Nah, i left my sorrows in my dreams.

Woke up.

Got a hold of myself. 

Decided to focus on my studies & of course getting into Lasalle.

I want to do Theatre Arts. Then i was thinking of Musicals.

Niceeee...

Acting.. My forte. love it.

Maybe it isn't time yet.

Perhaps time will prove everything.

Maybe it's time for me to just focus on my studies & nothing else.

Maybe we weren't meant to be.

Maybe maybe maybe.

Maybe one day you'll be mine.

Can you hear my heart calling?

Chinese paper was the killer. 

Before the papers, the girls & i were just sitting outside the hall at the staircase area, waiting for the door to open.

There, i recalled the scene 2 years ago.

Everyone else had their exam in the hall, while I, alone, had the paper in the library.

Thanks to a broken left arm =)

(Sarcasm)

SO ANYWAYS....

The girls were like, "Cheryl can you shut up!?"

Haha, cause i kept making alot of noise. I talked more than usual.

I was stressing! I need to talk. I needed to let out my frustrations.

Hahaha.

Damn man, i'm not gonna think about chinese anymore.

Actually i kinda regretted the paper.

I feel like turning back time. Boo.

So yeah.

Then had the first paper.

& i screwed the whole paper upside down

I totally misinterpreted the question.

& thus, the whole content of my paper is SHIT.

Urgh.

I spent the first half hour searching in the dictionary for the meaning of the words in the question.

Man, my chinese is ....

But thankfully, my paper 2 wasn't that bad.

Paper 2 was much much much easier & manageable.

Thank God! 

I'm just praying for a B3.

It seems very very far off limit now.

I think i can only get a C5.

But its Your grace right?

Anything is possible in Your Hands right?

I'm counting on you God.

:D

Then..

Trained home with Miss Hate Chace Crawford >:(

She was like tempting me. Screw her.

Kept tempting me for Pastamania.

I'm broke you rich ass! >:(

Went home.

Slept the whole freaking afternoon.

I needed that sleep man.

After stressing, i guess the sleep was needed.

Oh yes!

I dreamt that I FAILED MY LETTER WRITING FORMAT LAST NIGHT!

>:(

I couldn't even sleep last night.

I kept waking up almost every hour.

I tried sleeping at 930pm.

But i only managed to sleep at like what? 11pm? 

Manzxzxzxzxzxzxzx...

So yeah, 

i managed to have a very very nice sleep.

I didn't dream of Chace though, :(

But i slept for about 4 hours straight.

Without even waking up.

No sms was able to wake me up.

& my handphone was right beside me.

I woke up with 5 smses.

MUAHAHAHA.

Not that those msgs were from Carl, so why should i be happy?

Okay man.

I'm beginning to miss him.

Haha.

Manzxzxzxzxzx. 

SPA tomorrow.

I wish it's really SPA.

But it's not SPA.

It's Science Practical Assignment.

Man, my science sucks.

Can i skip it? :(

I have half hour more before i pick up the phone & call Mr Ant.

Boo.

I miss that sucker.

It's been so long since i talked to him. =)

My nugget partner.

 

Okay, so i received an email from some eumillion thingy.

It says I won 1 MILLION DOLLARS.

I wish its true.

I wonder how the heck i'm going to spend those money.

Haha.

I wish it's true.

I really wish it.

I feel like replying to the email.

But then again, i'm damn afraid its some hacker.

Or whatever shit.

Or i have to pay 1 million dollars.

Yeah, just told Dad to come check for me.

He's like, aiyah ignore it la.

I always receive such emails every day too.

DAMN!!!

:(

No 1 million dollars for me! >:( 

So like i'm talking to this person online now.

& i have freaking no idea how this person ended up in my contact list or who this person even is.

His/her dp is a picture of him (i realize) wearing his army uniform (which is the green color thing) & the green paint on his face. (forgot what its called). You see, i'm not very into army. 

So anyway.

He started the conversation.

He: Hi

Me: Hey

He: Wats up

Me: uh, nothing?

He: .................

Me: Sorry, uh i didn't really know how to reply to your question.

End of conversation.

HAHAHAHAHA.

I find it very very hilarious. Don't you?

I mean like, What's up? Nothing? 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH.

Okay whatever.

I shall end my bullshit now.

Blog some other day.

Rehearsals tomorrow.

Kirk Zhang please please please please please please come! 

I beg you. Don't back out on me last minute manzxzx.

So there she was, standing in the middle of the runway.

Thinking about the times they had together.

But the memories of them, had to go.

Maybe someday? You'll come back for me?

Okay, basically my post today is going to be alot on Gossip Girls & basically Nate Archibald / Chace Crawford.

Get that Dion! I love Chace! Nothing will make me stop loving him.
I'm on crazy fan! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Anyhoos!
Just a lil update before the pictures start jamming up my blog.

Went to Uncle's place for Sara's 1st year celebration.
No pictures, cos i didn't plan to go there.
I basically didn't even dress up. ( Well it was a family celebration )
& i only brought my phone & nothing else. -.-

So i didn't take pictures cos i wasn't in the mood
(Besides, i actually went for the food)

Today.
Mom told me to stay home. Because TOMORROW IS CHINESE O LEVEL PAPER.
& i'm down with flu & all sort of rubbish.
Damn it.

& sooooo.
She wanted me to stay home to rest.
& 45 minutes ago, i just called MacDonalds.

Okay la,
I shall not bore you guys further.


To all you dying fans..
This is the voice of Gossip Girl :D
Kirsten Bell.


& this is the 2nd most handsome guy in Gossip Girl..
Ed Westwick ( Chuck Bass )
He's hot, but not as hot as Chace Crawford :)



Ed is Chace's Best Friend in the drama.



Ignore the other two fellas at the back.

I love it when they fight. :D







Okay, now the girls.

Serena van der Woodsen & Blair Waldorf!
Blake Lively and Leighton Meester :D











&&&&& nowwwwww.....
Chace Crawford (Nate Archibald)











This picture of him pouting! Super super super cute!!









I love his smile! I love every single thing about him.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Chace! Marry me!
I don't care how flirtatious he is! I love him!

MUAHAHAH.

Byebye.

All the best to myself for Chinese Os.
Man, i better mug later.

So like i received this email from Sissy.

Haha, it's cliche, yes i know. 

But it's really cool.

As in, i didn't really know about some factors.

But i really loved it.

& i'm not gonna forward them because.

o1. It is a chain message.

o2. I hate forwarding emails

o3. I hate forwarded emails. 

:D

NEWAYS..

The title of the email is "Guy's Point of View"

(Everything is ripped from the email)

This is very cute! And even written by a guy!

You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls don't realize it till it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.

From a guys' point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other guys

We don't care if you're friends with other guys

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2am, that it can't wait till the morning

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freaking mean it!

Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexist thing about a girl is confidence

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

Take advantage of the mood i'm in.

LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD'

We enjoy doing it.

It's expected.

Smile and say 'thank you'.

Kiss us when no one's watching

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.

Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her PJ's.

Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.

See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hot Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care.

You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'.

I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of  'Hey Baby/ stud/cutie/sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand i'm not saying i wouldn't like it either.

Girls: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE! DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT!

Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes, and say 'i love you' .....

AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

Give the nice guys a chance..

Holding Hands

Girls: If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.

Guys: Grab it if it happens more than once.

Cuddling

Girls: When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.

Guys: Automatically move closer to her.

Movies

Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder

Guys: Lift her chin up and kiss her

Loving Each Other

Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... And mean it!

Laying below the stars

Girls: When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat

Guys: Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make a wish about something you would like to happen

------------------------------------------------------------------------

Haha my comments?

This is obviously written by a non-singaporean.

Perhaps an american.

Why? Singaporean men are definitely not that "open-minded"

Cheryl's Factors of Men

o1 They are petty

o2 They are not that "open-minded"

o3 They make a big fuss out of a small situation

&&& the list gets longer. 

But anyway, 

From the relationships i see around me & of course past experiences, 

Singaporean men definitely are concerned with which guy calls his girlfriend.

Even if its in the day & not 2AM.

And SOME Singaporean men HATE paying for their girlfriends.

They don't enjoy doing it. SOME Singaporean men are stingy.

Singaporean men also care about the appearances of their girlfriends.

& my comments are only stating about typical singaporean men, of course there are lots of singaporean men out there who aren't like what i have described above.

(That's why i only love you Carl :D)

So anyway, 

COUNTDOWN TO CHINESE O LEVELS:

2 DAYS

Damn it.

I didn't study yesterday.

I wish i have pictures.

But...

I'm lazy to look for them.

Perhaps later. 

GOOD-BYE ALL YOU FREAKING GOOD LOOKING HANDSOME AMERICAN, AUSTRALIAN MEN!

Goodbye Earthlings.

Okay, sorry i haven't been blogging, have been down with flu infection. & now eye infection.

But it doesn't make me feel drowsy at all.

So i'm back at blogging

But neways...

I AM CRAZY OVER AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 7.

IT IS THE BEST SEASON (SO FAR)!!

Jonas Brothers were one of the guests to perform for the Results Show held on 21 May, 

that's why they have my full support too.

& Joe lost weight :( 

Joe..

:(

When they were aired, i seriously, stood right in front of my tv screen & seriously gazed at the screen.

I am wow-ed.

Joe is HOT.

Gosh.

Sissy & Dion thinks he is GAY.

Hell no man.

>:(

Anyway, i'm not gonna update much la.

Nothing to update also. -.-

COUNTDOWN TO CHINESE O LEVEL.

3 DAYS :) 

That smile is meant to be sarcastic.

Damn, how can i smile when the exam is coming in 3 days?

Am i nuts or what!

& the skit, is screwed.

The competition is on 3rd June.

& until today, we haven't had a rehearsal involving the act. -.-

Gawd, what's gonna become of my future. 

Darn.

I'm gonna download almost every song that was performed during the Results Show. 

Man, i feel that its such a waste.

David Cook & David Archuleta both were great!

It should be a tie!

I'm gonna buy both their albums either ways.

Okay

Gossip Girl Season Finale is out.

Byebye! 

Share my life

Take me for what I am

Cause i'll never change

All my colors for you

Take my love 

I'll never ask for too much

Just all that you are

And everything that you do

I don't really need to look

Very much further

I don't wanna go

Where you don't follow

I don't hold it back again

This passion inside

Can't run from myself

There's nowhere to hide.

Don't make me close one more door

I don't wanna hurt anymore

Stay in my arms if you dare

Must i imagine you there?

Don't walk away from me

I have nothing

Nothing, if i dont have you.

You see through

Right to the heart of me

You break down my walls

With the strength of your love

I never knew

Love like I known it's with you

Will the memories survive?

One I can hold on to

Quoted by Whitney Houston, I have nothing.

I love the lyrics. Love it love it love it.

Probably this may be my next blog song.

It's a very old song. But the lyrics really really made an impact on my heart.

Probably what i'm feeling now.

Carl, you're a damn sucker, but i love you.

:D

Anyhoos.

Went to town on friday. IN MY SCHOOL UNIFORM. 

DAMN HELL.

Just because Miss Jam wanted to cut her hair -.-

& I waited like almost 2 hours for her!!

Fp was there as well, so i wasn't that bored after all.

Miss Jam having her hair wash. Nice..

FP & I were so jealous. Haha.

I was busy reading the magazine she's holding the whole time.

:D

I think she looks damn funny in the picture above. 

I couldn't stop laughing. I just couldn't. Damn funny.

Looking at it now makes me want to laugh too.

HAHAHAHA.

& this is Miss Jam after her total hair make over.

Her hair used to be like crap (no offence)

But..., now... it's fantabulous! Muahaha.

I'm jealous. >:( 

It was a major change for her. 

So the whole day she kept bugging us with her new hairdo.

FP & I just kept sweeping our fringes. HAHAHA.

That's her hair. Trust me, it's really really different.

Her hair used to be all frizzy & curly & wavy.

Now its straight, & silky & nice.

Then headed to Far East Plaza to have my favourite Claypot rice as you can see from the above picture. 

:D

But unfortunately i totally forgot to take a picture of the Claypot Rice because i was famished, while waiting for Miss Jam.

>:(

Then FP treated both of us to this thing called Mars Bars. 

Damn nice. Damn damn damn nice. :D

FP has the best foods in the world. That's why she's called Food Provider.

HAHAHAHA.

Ohgay.. 

They realized i have a small mouth -.-

End of day..

Saturday. 

Stayed home, sleep. Watch teevee. Eat.

Basically nothing much :D

Today.

Had church as usual.

Then went to TouchCentre to wait for Mom & Dad while they attend to their meetings.

Dad was teaching Men's Post Encounter. Mom was supporting her jie mei. (Her jie mei was teaching the Women's Encounter)

So stayed with Mom, cos i'm a girl. -.-

They had their encounter at Blk 80. Daniel Hall.

Many many many many treasured memories.

Not gonna say anything.

Very highly confidential.

That's Perry's territory. 

Hahaha.

& that's the band.

Highly highly missed.

So like i msged Sam & told him i was at DH & all.

& i think i started getting emo.

Haha.

We practically grew up there man.

Me, Jerald, Keshia, Perry, Sam, Aaron, Cordelia.

So many people.

Haha.

OHGAY! Not gonna talk about it.

Emo-ness is contagious.

OKAY.

End of story.

Have nothing much to blog about alrdy.

Very very very sorry PSL! 

:( 

I feel darn guilty. Love you.

I am screwed.

Okay. I am officially screwed. & i can go screw myself now. 

Urgh.

Had Celebrate Life Seminar today. Gosh, believe me, it was boring. BORING.

I almost fell asleep la. -.-

I'm feeling so irritated by you today. I mean your every action. Your every word. 

It all appears fake. 

But anyhoos.

I have my whole life plan sorted out. 

I wanna marry Carl. I wanna marry CARL! 

Okay besides marrying Carl. I must fulfill my dream.

Must must must.

I just finished doing my F&N.

Promised dear shiya. HAHAHA. 

Georgie that i will finish my mindmap like 1 week ago, but until today i'm still stuck at that stupid area.

I have no idea how to do a mindmap for this question.

Really. Nothing comes up to my brains. Nothing.

I have no idea how i'm gonna handle my survey too. But i still did it.

(Thank God)

With the help of khaiwee of course, i managed to finish my survey with the most crappy questions we could ever think of. 

Supposed to hand it in tomorrow. Please, let this work.

F&N is my only savior now. Because i know my Science is -.-

As horrible as vegetable. 

Yes yes, before i forget.

On my way home today. I managed to capture a hairy moment. ;D

I mean sorry la, if i'm evil or something.

But c'mon man. I was sitting on the train. Talking to Sissy while train-ing home.

Then this fellow had to "support" himself by placing his hand on the glass panel.

& TADAA! All is shown!

The bottom picture has a close up of his hairy moment, 

but somehow it isn't that obvious.

But anyhoos.

I need my beauty sleep now.

So good night everyone..

I told you i could never get enough of Chace Crawford.

:D

I wonder who that girl is but whoever it is, screw you.

Keep your hands of my chace!

I still love you Carl.

Believe me, I'm always waiting here.

I'm just gonna let my life bleed on this letter.

Today sucked.

Got back my Chinese Prelim Marks.
& damn, i'm disappointed with myself.
I thought i did quite well. I was expecting a B3.
Butttttt...
I got a C5.

Great. Nice.
O level paper is in less than 2 weeks.
Nice.

Urgh.
So fished up. I feel so empty.

I must & need to focus on my chinese from today onwards.
I don't see the point in re-taking my chinese paper again.
I just wanna get it over & done with.

Yeah & my mood started to pick up then.
Everything was normal.

Had rehearsals.
I would say, i had a painful moment. 'Cause we were all laughing.
Esaint just couldn't shut up.

Then..
I began to think of him.
I have no idea why i started thinking about him.
Urgh.
I just wish i could tell him everything i'm doing now.
I wish i could tell him that i'm joining this competition
I really wish i could let him know how much I wish he could be there during the competition.
Gawd-damn it. I miss you so much.

Every time i see you,
I want to touch your face.
Every time i see you, my heart beckons to race.
If only i could tell you the feelings in my heart.
When i am not with you
My life is torn apart
All our memories bring tears to my eyes
It makes me want to write a song
It makes me want to cry
Nothing can stop my love for you. Not walls, not death, not bars.
My life has but a single need, the arrows point to you.



Okay, ignore my rubbish.
Nonsensical stuff.

SO ANYWAY.

Got this vid from Cousin Joh.
I was impressed. I didn't know he could sing so well.
Please watch.

He & his grp of friends, performed the song "How Six Songs Collide" By Norwegian Recycling (Which also is my blog song) Haha.

Yes, my dear cousin is the one tht has the best voice amongst them all & is playing the acoustic guitar.
;D

Enjoy.



Anyhoos.
Saw Zhen Xuan on my way home.
Apparently he has a friend staying super near me.
I was shocked la canzxzxzxzx. Haha.

Oh yes.
Aye people, please gimme advice.
I need to look for cartoon songs.. Like.. funny "ringtones"
Well i need to add humour to my skit.
& yes, i need to add some music effects
Hmm for a minute here, i totally forgot what i'm looking for..
So will tell you guys again later.

Okay end of my misery.
I'm flying to australia tonight.
in my dreams..

You have no idea how much i miss you here.

Yk's right, i've been getting emotional lately. Haha.

Well i promise i'll get this stupid feeling outta me soon.

Sigh, i really really miss him.

Screw you. 

Okay..

School was as usual, boring today.

Spent 6 hours doing nothing at the computer laboratory today doing nothing.

Urgh.

I wonder why i'm even wasting my time to go to school on Tuesdays.

Georgie accompanied me to AMK today.

Sweeeet. <3

Kirk is being such a sissy now.

My msn nick was:

"She fell from grace, now you can have the throne"

Then he was like

"She lost my truth. fell from grace."

"this is like my last month's nick"

"copy cat"

WIMP!!

HAHAHA.

So i changed it to..

"Kirk is a jackass"

:D

Anyway, 

i've nothing much to blog about. I'm really beginning to feel emotional manzxzx.

& that sucks.

I need Ariel to be here with me.

But i would prefer him to be here.

Damn, i wish i could see him again.

Pleasee, just one more look.

Urgh, hate this.

I need dance, i really really need dance..

:(

Yup & today's morning devotional just had to be about "judgement day"

Wonderful.

How nice.

Urgh, i can't stand it whenever people bring up the topic about judgement day.

It seriously freaks me out whenever i think about what'll happen when we die.

Damn, i'm not gonna think about it now too.

Perhaps blood was really the only company.

HAHAHA.

Kidding, gosh! Would yall even think that i'd rather commit suicide?

Haha, i'm such a attention seeker.

=/

Toodles you freakos.

:D