Ninety miles outside Chicago
Can't stop driving, I don't know why
So many questions, i need an answer
Two years later you're still on my mind

Whatever happened to Amelia Earheart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?

Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why i wasn't meant for you.....

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
Or what the wind says when she cries?
I'm speeding by the place that i met you
For the ninte-senventh time.... Tonight.

Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Dalilah?
One day i'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That i was the one for you

Open up the world
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
Watched the stars crash in the sea
If i can ask God just one question:
"Why aren't you here with me tonight?"

Me is bored.
Currently doing F&N. No wait, i'm not exactly doing it. I'm like chatting online with Cris now. Lol. Yt ps-ed me for lunch -.-

I'm slacking now lah. I've to kick the slacking habit. Gosh.

Chatted with Joann last night. Happy =)
I can never express the joy inside my heart last night. I felt like, i dont know. Hahahah. Just happy.
I wanna chat with her more more more.

Heard that he's got himself a vow -.-
Hahah. Well, at least i know he's serious about christianity.
=)

Byebye.

Hello all living things.

Suspension today was alright. The weather was not too bad. I sat at a different area. Haha. Yt & I didn't realized that the time passed so quickly. Helped Mrs Susan Tan with quite alot of stuff. Did some revision on my work. Andrew, Samson & Marcus came visiting. =)
Ruben, helped me carry the table. Thanks Guys!

Sigh,
Was supposed to be suspended for one more day. -.-
Because yt & I came back super late after lunch. Reason being.....

Sonia, Michelle & Meien came back to school. So it was like a reuntion for the 5 girls (which includes Jeline & Yt)

Hahaha.
Went for lunch at the market behind.
Seeun & I felt super super super extra. We isolated ourselves from them.

Pictures to prove:

This is our sad loner space:

Seeun



Myself



This is our lunch.
Chicken Rice. Yeeha!




This was our pathetic view during lunch. It was the school's basketball court with a dying tree that has no leaves at all. -.-

Haha, we kept singing the song "Lonely" LOL.

This was our improvised lyrics:

Lonely, we are so lonely

We have nobody, to have lunch with us.

Oooooh~

Lol.
Sonia, Michelle & Meien are friendly people. Niceeee= )


Andrew went town today. So unfair! >:(
But i'm not that jealous anyway, i wouldn't wanna go town in my uniform. Hehe.
I'm helping Andrew sell 2 booklets of the JJ Fair thing & in return, he has to help me with something. MUAHAHAHAHA. Top secret. High confidentiality. =)

Me is currently super super super happy.
Me finally tooked that step of faith to search for Joann's number. & Joann just talked to me online. She's gonna call me later! Yoohoo. Me is happy =)

Toodles!

SUSPENSION TOMORROW. :(
Cheryl is sad because she'll be missing out in alot alot of lessons tmr. Mrs Lai will be starting on a new topic tomorrow & i'll be sitting at suspension area doing nothing but revision for the past almost 1 term. :(
Andrew! You better get some notes for me!
Samson! Better pay attention during Chinese, so you can tell me what i missed out!

God, see my heart. Break my heart. Touch my heart. Feel my heart.
Break my heart for what breaks yours.

Even though i really do not enjoy suspension, i've decided to just get it over & done with. After all, it's just one day. But i'll still pray hard tonight that Mrs Lai did talk to Mr Tan over it & Mr Tan agreed for me to skip 1 last day of suspension.

Hmm..
Talking to Janice now on msn. I feel like crying. I realised that actually i let go of 2 people in my life that really love me alot. 2 best friends that i took for granted & didn't cherish. I feel like a fool.
The truth? I miss Janice & Joann.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but for the past few weeks, i've been thinking alot about Joann. Somehow, i miss her. I really miss her. I miss the times when we were best friends. I really regretted everything that happened & i'm really sorry about what had happened. I wish i can turn back time, but i know i can't. I don't know what to do to get back this friendship. I'll just walk a step & see how things go. Maybe one day i might just open my mouth & talk to her. But, i really miss her.

I miss them both that loved me dearly.
It was my fault.

There's this maniac talking to me online now. Can't be bothered with him.
This was the conversation: (its not that accurate because i put it in my own words as that maniac had broken english)

Maniac: Thank you for accepting me on friendster.
Me: Uh, yeah okay. You're welcome
Maniac: Your pictures on friendster look so bubbly & cute.
Me: Oh, thanks.
Maniac: After seeing your pictures, i smiled the whole day.

I thought to myself, what a freak. I can imagine a teekoh pek smiling to himself after looking at an innocent girl's photo & thinking to himself that he has got himself another target. Bloodyhell, it's like he's a wolf lah. -.-

Maniac: I stay in woodlands too! Which part of woodlands do you stay at?
Me: I'm not gonna tell you which part of woodlands i stay at when i don't even know you -.-
Maniac: What do you love to do?
Me: Uhm, i'm not very fussy. I love almost everything.
Maniac: I love sex, do you?
Me: -.- no.
Maniac: Are you open minded?
Me: I'm definitely not open minded to sex, goodbye.

Deleted him.
Weirdo. -.- This is not the first time this has happened to me. What? Do i have sex appeal or what? Pathetic. -.-

So anyway,
had church today. Not bad. My fire came back on =)
Mommy smiled & was so happy after i walked back from the alter with Sissy. -.-

Was supposed to go out with Sissy, Stella & Mr Jason Siah. Butttttt..... Mr Siah didn't reply my msg last night. -.-
He only replied this morning & he has church stuff today. He asked us along, but obviously, it'll be weird. So we rejected the kind offer.

THENNNNNNNNN

Andrew my darling best friend, called.

Andrew: Hey, i thought you were supposed to go out with Jason today?
Me: yeah.. why?
Andrew: Did something happen?
Me: What happened?
Andrew: Just answer me, did something happen between the 2 of you?
Me: No? -.- What cld possibly happen?
Andrew: Oh, cause i'm with him now. -.-
Me: I KNEW IT. YOU'RE AT MARINA SQR NOW RIGHT!
Andrew: Errrr, yeah & we're going to watch a movie tgt.

BLOODY GAY
Hahahahaha. But Andrew is currently in the same church as Jason. So they're having this major church outing to the movies. Lol.
They're watching Jumper. That show is like 50 years ago (according to Stella) HAHAHA. Because we watched it on the day it came out itself. Lol.
& Andrew is watching it again. Loser. -.-

So.....
Cheryl is sadly stucked at home using the computer, & most probably will nap then do a lil bit of studying later on. :(
Mommy is going to reward me with shopping later. HEHE.
Called Richmond, but he sounded like he just finished a war. -.- He got drunk last night. Damn him. Lol. No wonder nvr reply also.

I'm happy because i sold all my tickets for the JJ Fair this coming 8th March.
Oh yes, before i forget.

My primary school mate, Yoke Fong is getting married this 9th March.
Congratulations friend! =)
I'll be attending her wedding next next wk. Another primary school gathering. Hahah.
I wish you all the best Yoke Fong!

Okay, i have actually nothing much to say already.
Toodles.

Cheryl just came back from meeting Richmond Wu Qi Jian. =))
Hahaha. I thought i could rest in the afternoon, like probably nap or something, then Mr Richmond Wu called. Met him for lunch. More like he ate & i watched. -.-
Dragged to the coffeeshop that just opened downstairs of my blk. He almost got cheated of money from ordering Chicken Rice. Lol.
He says i'm skinnier & my hair grew longer & i'm more gentle now. -.- bullshit.

Then, went to accompany parents to fetch Sissy up from school cos somebody was stalking here. Long story.

Ahhhh.
I just remembered something:

This is my husband:
Jesse McCartney



This is Yunting's Husband:
Justin Timberlake
Notice i purposely took a scandal photo. =)



This is Seeun's Husband:
Zac Efron



This is Jeline's Husband:
Aaron Carter
I seriously don't know why he is getting uglier. -.-

& this is our fling:

Hayden Christensen

Jesse McCartney - Leavin'

Hey baby girl, I've been watching you all day
Man that thing you got behind you is amazing
You make me want to take you out and let it rain
I know you got a man but this is what you should say

Why don't you tell him that i'm leavin' never looking back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we glying on the G5 G5
And I'm leavin' never looking back again
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one that keeps you high
Have you singing all night night night
Oh oh oh (repeat) man she going to be sayin'
Oh oh oh oh oh

Now if i talk it girl, you know that i will walk it out
Man i'll put my money, where my mouth is
Cause you the baddest little thing that i've ever seen
So i'ma ask you one time if you got a man

Why don't you tell him that i'm leavin' never looking back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flyinf on a G5 G5
And i'm leavin' never looking back again
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one that keeps you high
Have you singing all night night night
Oh oh oh, man she going to be sayin'
Oh oh oh oh

Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Just tell him to the left left left
Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress
Cause we gone & we gone & we gone
No stress, No stress, No stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him

That i'm leavin' never looking back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on a G5 G5
And i'm leavin' never looking back again
So call your shawty you tell him you found a new man
The one who's so so fly
The one that keeps you high
Have you singing all night night night
Oh oh oh man she going to be saying
Oh oh oh oh

I'm back from a long & tiring morning.
So yup, i'm quite ashamed to be a chinese luh. Cannot stand it.
Went around amk. Went to blocks 152 & 153.
I think the timing we had was wrong, because many people didn't open their doors.
Most probably cause they were sleeping or they saw us. Heh.
& some heard us knocking on doors so they quickly shut their doors. Annoying luh.
Teamed up with Andrew, Samson, Ammar & Yankai.

We walked 2 blocks. 12 storeys each. I think one level has got 10 households. & altogether we only sold 4 tickets. That's like pathetic. Super super pathetic. Really. & Chinese ppl were the ones to reject straight away. They won't even let me finish my piece. -.-
Worse still, some even screamed at us. Pathetic. Really. Samson & I were saying like "i can't believe i'm a chinese"
But those are the typical chinese ppl where they don't know how to speak eng also. & we had problems communicating with them cause we don't know how to speak chinese.
HAHAHA.

So we walked. My leg muscles are aching like shit. GRRR.
From there, we walked to the big macdonalds to meet Mrs Lai & Miss Kumari. They were enjoying the aircons there while we were slogging away. Its like child abuse. Hahah.

Daddy is super super efficient. Altogether he sold 17 tickets for me. WOO.
Tmr i'll be going to church to sell more tickets. Samsom gave me 5tickets to sell for him. I am confident that i'll be able to sell all tmr. =)

After that.
We went to Amk Hub to get food. More like, only i got food.
Then trained to Bishan. Bought more food. Hahaha. Andrew & Samson were freaked out by the amount of food i ate.
Walked to Andrew's house. Tried going to the estates there to sell. Butttttt, stingy people didn't wanna buy tickets from poor students like us. :(
Decided to stop selling. So went back to Andrew's house & slacked there.

While slacking, Andrew did some photo-taking. =)
Hhaahaha. it looks like rubbish but he was trying to teach me how to focus on the object. Photography is cool man.







The blue thing is actually his pants. Cool huh!

Mommy came to pick me up.
Home sweet home.

Just finished helping bro to revise for his exam on Monday. Sigh, thinking about Monday freaks me out. Suspension for the last time. Last day this day. GRRRR.
Mrs Lai's gonna start on a new topic on Monday some more. & i'm going to be missing out on that. GRRR.

Mtg Jeline & Yt tonight. =)
No towning for us. Think i'll study.
Heh.

Toodles.

Cheryl is sad because she has to go back to school on a Saturday. Actually, i don't have to. But because of Andrew!! i have to go to school to help him sell tickets. Andrew, for that you'd better teach me how to play that song!

I'm gonna change my blog song soon. Fell in love with a new song. Thank you Jeline! =)
Hubby, you're gonna be on my blog soon.

Sigh, i'm left with 3 minutes. I've to leave my house at 9am sharp. So that i don't be late & i won't be too early. Heh.

Rina Pang! You better start tagging at my blog! I miss your tags. Hahaha
Yesyes, all along i thought he was singing toufu as well. Until i saw the lyrics, i laughed my ass off.
I miss you!

2 minutes left.
:(

I wonder if i'll see him ltr. Muahaha.

1 minute left.
Okay byebye. I shall go wear my shoe now.
BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :(

Samuel Lee wants me to blog something about him:

Samuel is a wacko guy.
Samuel loves his guitar
Samuel loves to play drums
Samuel loves to to jam with Cheryl.
Samuel misses Cheryl & the rest of the guys.
Samuel is SAMUEL

Okay Samuel Lee, are you happy now?
I forgot your chinese name.

School as usual.

Nothing much to blog about. I was complaining to thousands of people ytd night about how much i dread sch, but i still went in the end. Was happy of course, because i saw him. & the girls just couldn't stop making fun of me. GRRR. Especially Yt.

Oh yes! Something super duper funny happened to Yt during assembly period today.
Let us now say the Lord's prayer; Right hand up. YT! ZHAI! =))
HAHAHAHAHA
Inside joke.


Cheryl has a crave for milk chocolates lately. Especially VANHOUTEN Almond White Chocolates!!
Bought a few packets today. Damn it, i've to go on a diet. :( Hunger strike.

Gotta go back to school tmr to sell tickets. I've to thank daddy man. He is super super efficient. I gave him 2 bookets ytd. One booklet has 5 tickets. Altogether daddy sold 7 tickets for me. WAY TO GO DADDY! =)
Its a good thing that they always have meetings, cause then i can have my last minute tickets sold on time. HEHE.

Mommy said she only sold 1 ticket today. -.-
Cause everybody was busy in the office. GRRR.

Just had a heart to heart talk with siblings. Sigh, dont wish to comment.

Sissy & me.
I love her more than i love myself =)


Dating Jeline tmr. MUAHAHAHA.
Picture time.

Chatted with SL last night. Missed her super super much. Hahahaha. Pang Shi lin, i miss eating shih lin chicken. MUAHAHAHAHAHA. Kidding.
Miss you.

Youyouyouyouyouyouyouyou.

Not gonna comment on the Cheryl Yun thing, cause we've drop the case.

Anw.
Had school today. Loved it loved it loved it. Mrs Lai super super super super cute. Typical Ah Lian lah she! Super funny. She tried to mimick our class peeps during the skit today. HAHAH.
Oh if you're wondering, what skit? Its the skit to promote the whole selling tickets thing.

Then....
Happy things happened. =)
Can't say it here. Only close friends'll know.

Had 2.4 today. Obviously, me, cheryl tan, will skip =) I've been skipping it for the past few years. Obviously i'll skip this year's one as well. Hehe. Walked for one round & went to the bench to sit & continue with chinese hmwk. Smart aye!

Gonna conference with Sl & Yt tonight. The good old days. I miss Sl alot suddenly today. Thnks to Yt. We just suddenly kept thinking of her. :( Sl, if you're reading this, just wna let you know, you're really really missed.

Fasting period. I was thinking of fasting TEEVEE. But daddy advised me to fast on expensive food. -.-
Hahahaha. Especially on Sundays. Cos every sunday when we have family gatherings, i always suggest to go to like expensive places for meals. =/
:(

Nothing much to blog about. Toodles.

I nvr thought i could be so mesmerized by your smile.

http://lollipopcicles.blogspot.com/
forgot to give y'all the url of that ugly girl's blog. =)

i shall talk more about her later on.

Lalalala.
In class now. Doing f&n
NOTE: IN CLASS NOW =)
Means, i'm not a drop out. Dumbass.

Yt forgot to bring her thumbdrive. -.- So i'm stuck here in comp lab doing nothing. & this will carry on for the next 6 periods. Grrrrr.

I can collect my hp back later. Yoohoo. Mrs Lai is happy with me because of my math results. Even though i didn't do that well, but i think Mrs Lai expected me to fail super super badly, so that's why she's happy with me & willing to return me my hp.

Daddy says my hp bill exceeded on the first month already. Haha. At first he kept quiet about me. It was all thanks to my big mouth. Told daddy that Andrew's bill exploded too. Hahaha. -.-
May be going to Toa Payoh to sell my handphone later. May be only.

Okay Miss Lim nagging at me to start doing some work.
Toodles.

Hello Peanut Brains (Crystal & Cheryl).
Oh wait. Do you even have brains? Sorry, you actually don't. Even the size of a mustard seed. -.-

WAKE UP.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO THE HELL YOU ARE. I MAY HAVE SEEN YOU BEFORE BUT I DON'T REMEMBER YOUR BLOODY FACE. CAUSE Y'KNW WHY? YOU DON'T MEAN A THING TO ME. EVEN IF YOU DIE, I DON'T THINK I'LL EVEN BOTHER. ACTUALLY I MIGHT BE HAPPIER, ANOTHER LESS PERSON LIKE YOU.

GUESS WHAT?
I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU'RE HAVING THE SAME BLOGSKIN AS ME! SO WHAT? I'M COPYING YOU? HELLO!!! IS THE BLOGSKIN COPYRIGHTED TO YOU!? OH WOW. SORRY, EVEN IF IT IS, I DIDN'T KNOW. I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WERE THAT INTELLIGENT TO MAKE SUCH A BLOGSKIN. =)
OH AND EVEN SO, I CAN'T USE THIS BLOGSKIN? WHAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH YOU?
DISGUSTING? CHANGE YOUR BLOGSKIN THEN! NOBODY ASKED YOU TO HAVE THE SAME BLOGSKIN AS ME.

WOW, YOU ACTUALLY READ MY BLOG HUH, CRYSTAL? =) I'M IMPRESSED. I DON'T EVEN BOTHER TALKING OR EVEN THINKING ABOUT ANY ONE OF YOU. HAHAHAHAHA. YOU CHILDISH IMMATURES. YOU JUST MADE ME REALISE HOW IMPORTANT I AM TO YOU. YAYYYY. SO HAPPY!!!! =)

HELLO COPY WHAT!? WHAT'S THERE TO COPY? A BLOGSKIN? C'MON! BE REALISTIC. I DON'T COPY FROM LOSERS. GO ON, GO SPREAD TO THE WORLD. LET'S SEE WHO WOULD BE SO STUPID TO ACTUALLY BOTHER ABOUT SUCH CHILDISH ISSUES. -.-

Ewwww, i'm so disgusted that you have the same name as me, you disgrace all cheryls in the world.
CHERYL_YUN@HOTMAIL.COM
Feel free to add. =)
http://profiles.friendster.com/cherylcherylcheryl
CHEENAAAAAAAAAA.
look at her disgusting face.

ahhhh my computer screen just cracked.

Jasmine Loo Xue Ning!
I LOVE YOU. THANK YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU! THANKS!
=)
I'm so glad you're so out of that loser clique.

I'm trying disturb Andrew now when Chopsticks (Samson) & him are trying to study for Science Test tmr.
Okay, he just answered telling me that Chopsticks isn't at his place & he's at his cousin's place. Gosh lah Andrew Kor, aren't you supposed to be studying!!
-Shakes head-

Saw sirhc's parents today. HAHAH. My heart beated like what? A million beats/sec? Yeah, but all that anxiety was of no use, cause he's still in Australia. -.- GRRRR. I'm jealous. I wanna go Australia too.

Finally managed to spend time with Ariel today. Super super happy. She keeps growling at me today lah. Super fierce lah that baby girl. Her mom wanted to put her in our care today, buttttt, my wonderful great parents declined. -.- Cause its the exam period. Grrrr.
But it's okay. At least i get to spend half an hour with her. I miss her soooo much. :(

Didn't see Ethan today. His dad is in Barcelonia. Bet he's dreaming of going there every night with his dad so he can play soccer. That 3 year old is damn good at soccer. Super super super cute. :)

I think i'm a baby fanatic. I love babies. Sis wants me to get pregnant & quickly give birth to babies FOR HER. -.- That bitch has no brains.
No doubt, i love babies, but i definitely won't get pregnant yet. Until i get back my handphone. :(
Nah, kidding. Till i finally get a husband lah dumb!

Last night, yt called. Asked me out to Parklane. But sadly. Without a phone, i don't like going too far. :( So i was stucked at home the whole day practising math. So proud of myself. Finally did some studying. Muahaha.

Went reunion dinner with Mom's side. Scumptuous dinner. Loved it.

Watched television with my bitch sissy till midnight. I love my bitch.

I've got too many bitches.
1. Abigail Tan Hui Ling
2. Ho Yunting (Dion)
3. Jeline Chia Jia Ling
4. Gabriel Joshua Lee Zong Ming

I love them all.

I don't like being misunderstood. I really don't like it. I hope my name gets cleared asap.

Dad finally asked how my handphone got confiscated. & i told him & he praised me. -.-
He told me to ask my teacher back for my SIM card. Heh. All Hail Daddy.

Okayyyyyyyy.
Cheryl wants to stop blogging. Because she has nothing much to say.

I can't wait for school tmr. J......

Mariah Carey - Hero

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you can search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you.

I can't believe i'm at home today on a Saturday. Goodness. -.-
Sis is going out to meet her friend now & she's leaving me at home WITHOUT A HANDPHONE. :(

Cheryl is really damn sad lah.

Ahhhhh. Cheryl wants to see someone. Hahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahaha. Okay now i'm happy. =)

Oh yeah, i had a weird dream last night. I dreamt of the whole "confiscation of handphone" scene. & guess what, i dreamt that my teacher returned the phone to me after the assembly. Oh my gosh, i think i've been thinking too much about it already. Gosh, i can't believe it.

Urgh.

Okay i have nothing much to blog about. Guess i may really study today since i've nothing to do at all. Grrrr.

Toodles.

I don't understand why but school sucks more and more each day. -.-

So like, MY HANDPHONE GOT CONFISCATED TODAY DURING ASSEMBLY BY MY FORM TEACHER -.-

Actually, i was using ruben's phone to like check smth. Then, she came up to me & told me to surrender it, & of course i couldn't surrender his right? So i surrendered mine.
& that freak still had the cheek to ask "eh why your phone kena confiscated ah?"
I cried lah okay! I freaking cried when i walked out of the school, with the thought of not having a phone for the weekend. This sucks. How the hell am i gonna contact ppl!?

Now i'm trying to find ppl to go out with tmr, but i've lots all contacts.
PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED.

Aiyah actually i told myself not to blog today, cause i'm in a bad mood & blogging will just agitate me more. I don't understand why blogging agitates me more but yes it does.
WHY THE BLOODY HELL DIDN'T I TAKE OUT THE SIM CARD! CHERYL YOU'RE DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DUMB!
& NO FREAKING KIND SOUL WANTS TO LEND ME A PHONE LAH.

Okay, chill.
Then that old man gregory ah! Still can put 2 thumbs up sign! Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.............


Aiyah shut the freak up cheryl. I've to stop thinking about it. Perhaps i'll sleep early to forget about the tragedy.

Oh & Yt was a great bestie today. Knowing that i was super super super sad, she accompanied me to PIZZA HUT. :) My crave for it for the past few weeks have finally been satisfied. :) Heheheeheheheheheheeheheheheheheheheeh.
Ohoh, & she had a bad time with me, cos i kept blabbing on about my phone & J. lol.

I REALLY NEED MY PHONE BACK! I NEED IT NEED IT NEED IT NOT WANT IT.

I'm not the only one to think that you've changed. Apparently almost everybody feels that way. I don't know what's wrong with you & what happened to you. We're all just shocked by your drastic change. I personally, miss the old ones.

God, help me to get this frustration & anger out of me. I can't stand it anymore. I don't wanna go about being angry. :(

English lesson today was super super funny. Hahah.
Teacher: Eddie, can you please tell me what is the meaning of ________ (i forgot the word).
Eddie: (Thinks for a while) Hmm..., you don't know meh?

Whole class bursts into laughter.
Super funny lah that guy. LOL

Samuel Lee just did this to me:
Sam: Hey, if you need help with your physics, just SMS me okay? :)

My msn nick was:
CHERYL IS DAMN SAD. Cheryl had her phone confiscated by her teacher -.-

& HE STILL HAD THE CHEEK TO SAY THAT TO ME.

My reply:
Look at my nick you do do bird!

=)

Sam super cute. Lol. I miss those freaks lah! Him & Perry & Joel (the retard) & Aaron. I miss them all. I miss jamming with them too. :(

I feel lost without my phone.

PLEASE GIMME GRACE & RETURN ME MY PHONE ON MONDAY. I BEG YOU. PLEASE! I DON'T EVEN MIND GOING ON MY KNEES. JUST PLEASE RETURN IT ON MONDAY! PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE.

Bad day's over. Good day has come =)

Today's math paper was alright. Could half the paper, hopefully i pass. Finally bought my math textbook to replace the missing one. So sad. I'm gonna treat my math textbook like treasure, really. I really am. I realize i always have the habit of misplacing things. Thank you Jeline, for reminding me about my textbook! Hehehe.

So anw,
something happened half way during school today. Quarrelled with best friend. Not yt, but gabe. But i'm glad everything's over. Met Gabe & Sis after sch with his PRADA PANTS. -.- Slacked at the bubble tea stall with gabe, sis & yt, kept talking and talking and talking. & he strangled me! Omg. I almost died. Afterwards, Yuming came. Heidi came back today. Saw her while slacking at the bubble tea stall.

Went home with Yt & Sis.

Failed my report test. So pissed. Don't understand why i failed it. Really don't understand. GRRR. Have to stay back tmr ON VALENTINE'S DAY to revise the damn report. Urgh. As for that, i cannot carry out my valentine's day plan. -.-
Gonna catch a movie with a group of ppl. =)
Andrew, Marcus, Samson, Amar & Stella, hopefully Sis comes as well, but she has a date. Screw her! Grrr.

Have to revise for my Social Studies paper tmr. :(

Had a fun time last night slacking with Gabe, Shaojun & Yt. Super super funny. We were laughing our ass(s) off the whole night. I miss those slacking times. But i've gotta stop slacking & start studying :(

I think school isn't that bad afterall, whenever nothing's wrong. Hehehe. =)

Cheryl did not have a great time at Maths Remedial today. I don't know why this yr i've got such ____ t. URGH.
I'm definitely not gonna sit for suspension again. Nvr. I won't!
I'd rather tell daddy to send me to Australia. I'm serious. I don't care if i'm gonna miss my friends in singapore. I just wanna leave government schools. They're strict, too strict. I feel like a bird, thats enclosed in a cage & i can nvr break free.

School definitely sucks.
Cheryl is quitting phs & Australia, here she comes!

Urgh...
ORRRRR...
My teacher can suddenly be a kind soul & changes her mind.

Fished up.
Cheryl's moody & pissed.

Yt is sacrificing her social studies common test for Stanley. Am i supposed to say she's sweet? LOL. SHE IS FUCKING BOTHERING ME NOW. Trying to help me massage so that i can finish her fnn for her. Bloody shit right!

Anw.

I asked her:
Why even Adriano went back to Indonesia to celebrate CNY, then Gabriel nvr go back to India?

Her reply:
No, he don't celebrate CNY, he celebrates Deepavali

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!!!!!!!

Hello. I'm in school doing F&N.
Yt is bugging me. She's like advertising for food. Trying to make the food sound appetising & she wants me to play along. Yt, if you're reading this, i seriously dont know why i got such a best friend like you. =)

So anyway
i had english common test paper yesterday. it was great. I think i could score. MAYBE lah. Hehehe. Oh oh oh, Abby and i did the same paper. Okay, almost. -.-

Announcement
RUBEN ONLY HAS 2 UNDERWEAR.
A WHITE ONE AND A BLUE ONE. HE RECYCLES THEM EVERY SINGLE DAY. HIS UNDERWEAR-WEARING ONLY REVOLVES AROUND THESE TWO PATHETIC PIECES OF WHITE AND BLUE BYFORD PIECES.

Yt is freaked by the way i typed. She's like sitting right in front of me lah. Say hi. =)

Last night, me & sis were damn bored. Though her room is just beside mine, both of us kept sms-ing each other. Heheh. Then, i used the house phone to call her handphone & we chatted the whole damn night. Okay maybe not throughout the night. But still, in the night.

Quite pissed at singtel. No in fact, SUPER PISSED. Why? Because i found out the lady lied. I really have to exceed, then i can enjoy the free unlimited sms. This is bull shit. I'm going back tonight to give that damn lady a piece of my mind. Perhaps later after school. Damn pissed.

Meeting Khaiwee after sch later together with Sis to get some Maths Tuition. Maths paper tmr! STRESSSSSSSSSS.
I'm finally feeling the pressure.

Okay shall stop blogging & get back to my F&N.
Cheryl is hungry.
:(

To Anon:
Please tell me more about the singtel thingy. I checked with the singtel person before i signed up. She told me that every sms to singtel subscribers are free. Even if its the 1st sms. Don't scare me man! I've sent like 1000 over smses already. I cannot afford another bomb on my handphone bill. LOL. =)
Thanks.

Anyway.
Today is DOUBLE HAPPINESS. hahahahahahahahahahahahaahahah.
Only Sis, Yt & Seeun will know why. Damn damn damn damn damn happy. =))))))

Okay the day started bad. Cause i made daddy pissed. No, in fact everybody made daddy pissed. Then daddy sat us all down & we had a family discussion. Sounds serious aye? But everything was back to normal after that. Then we had steamboat.
This year, i had steamboat 3 times.

Napped awhile.
Met Terence, Malcolm & Jerry at CWP together with Sis.
Watched....



Kungfu Dunk.
Super super super super super super nice show. But i cannot stand Jay Chou. He's like acting cute. -.-
Oh i just realised he look so much like my cousin Larry. LOL. Me & Sis were saying they have quite a resemblance. Lol. So anyway.
I think the part where the other two guys Xiao Lan & the Captain, slam dunk-ed, they looked super super handsome. Whoo! But i'm not into cheena boys. ;D

AHHHH! I can never express how much joy i have in me now. HAHAHA. Seeun is telling me to skip no 1 & go for no 2. Yt tells me to skip no 2, and go for no 1. Aiyoyoyo.

Kenny says, outfield camp makes him feel like he's in another dimension. Hahahaha. His interpretation of outfield camp is super funny. Cannot stop laughing.

So yes, i totally didnt study during the holidays. No mood lah, cannot blame me. But i have to score for Eng. Cannot fail! I realized that the whole common test paper is 40% of the whole exam. So where did the rest of the 60% went to? Andrew & I are super super worried. We have like 2 prelims this year. Omg, now i'm feeling the pressure. =/

Sigh, after exams, have to serve 1 more day of suspension. This sucks. But aye! Just quickly get it over and done with.

& someone told me:
no one in Australia, is a virgin. :(

Okay, my blog is beginning to get wordy. I shall post up pictures. Toodles.

Chad Michael Murray

I think Chad is hotter than Jesse. Oops. Sorry Jesse, i'm dumping you! =/ Bimbotic. -.-

Okay, i have to admit, Chad is hot. Jesse is cute!

Okay, Cheryl just changed her blogskin & she is quite satisfied with it. But she isn't in love with it. She is just plain satisfied. Boring boring boring.

I'm like watching X Men: The Last Stand now. Nothing to do at all lah. I'm bored. =(
Gabriel asked if i wanna head to town together with them, it sounded so tempting, but i was lazy & i had to rush back home in the evening. Plus, they were going in the evening too. So i skipped the thought of towning.

Edmel thinks that towning is boring. He is a pathetic loser. He totally doesn't know what fun is! Lol. kidding.

I promised myself that i will study today. But what the heck am i doing with the computer now!? This is bad. Cheryl, stop compromising. GRRR.

Oh yeah btw ppl! Go sign up for Singtel Student Plan with the UNLIMITED SMS one. Super super super attractive. =) Me, Sis & Andrew have been enjoying all the benefits of the plan. Ahh!! Go sign up go sign up! I shall encourage as many people as possible to sign up for it. I'm all the way for this plan. Heh. =)

Boys Like Girls - Heels Over Head

I got your runaway smile in my piggy bank, baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
You were worth the hundred thousand miles
But you couldn't stay awhile

I got your little brown shirt in my bottom drawer, baby
And your little white socks in the top drawer
You were always leaving your shit around
And gone without a sound

Yeah, i'm the first to fall, and the last to know
Where'd you go?

Now i'm heels over head, I'm hanging upside down
Thinkin' how you left me for dead, California bound

I got a first class ticket to a night all alone
And a front row seat, up, right by the phone
'Cause you're always on my mind
And i'm running out of time

I've got your hair on my pillow and your smell in my sheets
And it makes me think about you with the sand in your feet
Is it all you thought it'd be?
You mean everything to me

But i'm the first to fall and the last to know
Where'd you go?

Now i'm heels over head, i'm hanging upside down
Thinkin' how you left me for dead, California bound
And when you hit the coast, i hope you think of me
And how i'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

You're burnin' bridges, baby
Burnin' bridges, makin' wishes
Yeah, you're burnin' bridges, baby
Burnin' bridges, makin' wishes

You're a chance taker, heart breaker
Got me wrapped around your finger
Chance taker, heart breaker
Got me wrapped around your finger

I got your runaway smile in my piggy bank, baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
If i drive a hundred thousand miles
Would you let me stay a while?

Now i'm heels over head, i'm hangin upside down
Thinkin' how you left me for dead, California bound
And when you hit the coast, i hope you think of me
And how i'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

Now i'm heels over head, i'm hangin' upside down
Thinkin how you left me for dead, California bound
And when you hit the coast, maybe you'll finally see
And then you'll turn it all around and you'll come back to me.

Edmel is naggy. Damn naggy lah. Like old man liddat. -.-
Haha. Wonder how his girlfriend tolerates him. Gosh =/

STORY TIME!

The Silent Treatment:

A man & his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.

Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper,
"Please wake me at 5:00AM"
He left it where he knew she would find it.

The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00AM & he had missed his flight.
Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed.

The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up."

Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. =)


Wife Vs. Husband: (this is my favourite one)

A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position.

As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats & pigs, the husband asked sarcastically,
"Relatives of yours?"

"Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws"
=)


Women's Revenge

"Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase.
As she fumbled for her wallet, i noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse.

"So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked
"No," she replied, " but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and i figured this was the most evil thing i could do to him legally."


Understanding Women (A Man's perspective) :

I know i'm not going to understand woman.
I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider.


Creation:

A man said to his wife one day, "I dont know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time."

The wife responded, "Allow me to explain,
God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me;
God made me stupid so i would be attracted to you!"

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Hahaha, okay, enough.
I shall stop blogging. & continue talking to my dear friends awaiting me on msn.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEE


oh & btw, my blog is on construction. will do something about the blogskin soon. Sorry!

Cheryl is feeling moody.
Yeah i know, it's the CNY right. Red packets right? Hahah. I dont know. Many thoughts have been floating in my mind, i can't really express them down here but i really wished somebody would help take this frustration away. Haha

I think i don't really know wht i really want. I can't seem to make up my mind. I'm either fickle minded or i'm just desperate. Sis & I were chatting this morning, & she told me how she felt about the situation. Somehow i feel like Sis knows me best, & she wants the best for me =)
Thanks Abby for everything.

So like at first i was moody. Then i went to friendster, & saw a testimonial from my dear brother, Gabriel Joshua Lee Zong Ming. I hate him. I really do.
Click here to find out why.

Yup, my mood went from Zero to Two =)
Give you two points lah bro, i'm very kind.

I have to start studying for CT1 tomorrow. I must must must start studying. Was supposed to meet Khai wee on Wed, but somehow i didn't receive his sms, & we both didn't bother to call each other. So hack. Haha.

Thursday

Collected quite alot of red packets. YT wants me to remember her when i reach 20 years old. Because she thinks that by the time i reach 20, my bank will be flooding up with cash. -.-

Today

Had guests all over every corner of my house. Ethan Lee came. Super super super super adorable. & his baby brother, Daniel Lee, super super super adorable also. I shall upload the pictures some other time. Kinda lazy right now.
Hahaha, now everybody knows i love kids. Sis was like, "go give birth to one with ____" hahahahahaha. Bullshit lah sis.

Okay i shall change my blogskin & blogsong. BYEEEEEEEEE.

Okay, i'm back to blog.
Yt is in m'sia.
Huida called from m'sia when i was sleeping, scared the wits outta me, cos i called him back. (Long story)

So anyway.

Yt is freaked out by the news i told her last night. She's like, "why got gold you dont want? want to take silver?" HAHAHA.
that's in other terms, cos i cannot say the name out =)
& she is freaking freaking scary. She somehow guessed it long time ago already lah. I hate her. She says, she's not my best friend for no reason, i told her, she's not my best friend, she's my mind reader. HAHAH. She's a freak ass babe that i love <3

Some horoscope thingy said this about me;
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving & caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive & Imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kinda person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

Okay,
reunion dinner later on. Joy/Torture. You decide =)

Super bored lah. Have been slacking the whole day. Was supposed to meet Khai Wee to study. He's supposed to help me with my fact-sheet. But that idiot didn't msg me back. So i slacked the whole day, sleep & eat & eat & sleep. Sissy went Cine to study. So unfair.

So like, there's this person that keeps sending me chain mails. Getting super super irritated by it. I hate chain mails but i like some of their meanings. Hahah.

Conferenced with Gabby & Yt last night, after Jeline put down the phone. Like i said, yt was freaked out by the news. Gabby knows no shit yet. Hehehehe. Not gonna tell him. Boo you gabe!

Oh yeah, met Gabe @ Amk Hub yesterday. I kept irritating him. & sissy keeps laughing at this whole scene.

me: ....... (irritates gabe)
Gabe: Fuck off.

Very funny meh? -.-

Ohoh. Saw the so called "stylish doctor" hahahahaha. Yt missed out everything lah. So sad. She's not even stylish? -.- Australian? Hello, you're a modern Ah lian. -.-

I realised that me and kenny have so much in common. Kenny thinks that i'm his long lost sister. Hahah. Impossible man. LOL.

Okay, i shall stop blogging, cause i really don't know what to say. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I'M FINALLY BACK
to blog and to do shit stuff on the computer. Ohmygosh, how i miss the computer. I miss they keyboard, i miss every shit thing about this computer.

Whoa, i've lotsa things to blog about, from what i can remember now. I know i've lotsa pictures to upload. So like, this may be a longggg post. Be warned! =)

UPDATES.

Friday

Had school. As usual.
Can't really remember anything that happened in school except, Kirk's proposal



Haha, kirk proposed to me. (Yeah right) He said, this was his first rejection. HAHAHAHA. Like i would believe you pal!



& there you go, our first date photo. =)
I swear he looked like a retard.
Went to town with Yt, Jeline & Sis.

Me, Yt & Sis waited for a super long for our darling Jeline Chia.

While waiting, we did shit stuff, like camwhoring. -.-









& of course, yt was super bored. & she started using my hair as her "model" of new hairstyles.
-.-





That's like my expression, after yt gave me a hairstyle that makes me feel like i look cheena. YOO.



& so, yes the princess arrived.
HEHE.
Snap shot of the ones i love.
<3



Then after Jeline left, met guys.
Kirk was super super funny. Saw a bunch of sec 1 ah lians. All those typical kinda girls. & if i wasn't wrong, they weren't wearing any bra. Cause i could see their nipple. Or rather one of the girls.

Me: Eh eh, see that girl nvr wear bra.
Kirk: Don't liddat lah, my friend wear singlet!

Hahahahaha.

Then we walked in the rain, from far east to Cine. Did nothing, but as usual, slack.



Yup, that's my boyfriend, yt's husband, Kirk =)

Then, went home.







Saturday

Sis & I, met YanKai & Andrew at Bishan mrt station. Was supposed to go to NAFA open house. But we ended up changing our minds when we reached the Bugis mrt station, cos the place was super super crowded. & i hate crowds. So we ended up going Suntec & Marina Sqr.

Ever seen such skinny legs? Those belongs to Samson =)





Nevermind, if you think that isn't that skinny, i shall take more photos of his legs again when we go out. Okay i may sound like a stalker or a pervert or a saddist but whatever! Everybody has to agree that Samson has really really skinny legs!!

& then they left, met Joey & Norman.
Did nothing but crap. Laughed till my pants were dropping.



Then, Sissy & I went to pasir ris. Was supposed to attend Malcolm's church, but we couldn't make it in time. & the taxi drivers didn't want business on that day. So annoying.

SORRY MALCOLM & TERENCE!!

So sis & I took a train to Tampines, the good old memories. Hahah.
Shopped. Each of us bought a pair of heels that i'm madly in love with now. Andrew knows how crazy i am. I'm crazy till i sent a pic of my heels to Yt. (mms)
I 3G-ed Andrew showing my heels. & i went back to the day after & started asking everyone if they were nice. Thankfully, everybody said the heels were the sex. =) YOOOOO.


Sunday

Had church, as usual.
Waited for everybody, before we could leave for lunch.
Sissy couldn't stop camwhoring.





Then went to the hospital & visit Aunt Lay Hoon after her child birth.

Super bored, so was Bryan.
So he took pictures of me & sissy. It turned out well =)



Then went shopping with Aunt at some ulu place. -.-
Aunt, Sissy & Myself, the 3 of us were dead by the time we reached the mall, cos we didn't have the shopping mood anymore. Aunt was complaining why can't we just go to town. Hahah.
We couldn't go town becos we were hard press for time. So had to go near by. Which was Jurong Point. Pathetic isn't it?
But managed to buy lotsa stuff. Mom was shocked at the bill. $300 +
But that's me & Sissy's bill. So, its still considered cheap already. (That's what aunt says)

Monday

Can't remember much of what happened.

Tuesday

The skit's D DAY.
It turned out well, i must say. =)



Joey, ( the retarded), Me (the villager), Sis (the bitch), Jason (the Nian), Gregory (Wise old man)
HAHAHAHAH
That's like only half of the cast, cos the rest went missing, i think..



& Tadaa! The ugly nian. Hahahah



The retarded & the kia si girl.







After everything, was supposed to go have a "celebration" with the whole cast, but was too last minute.

So, Stella, Sissy & Myself ended up watching....



at AMK Hub. =)

SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE SHOW.
Highly encouraged to watch. Stella & Sissy cried.

Then met Gabe, slacked a while.
Went home.

Okay, Jeline called.
Chatting time.
BYEEEEEEEEE

Blog another time. Probably tmr =)
lovelovelove.

I think there's a great chance that i'm falling in love with you.

okay, i'm supposed to be bathing right now. but i can't help but to blog. so the pictures will be uploaded tmr.

towning with clique again. super super excited. can't wait man.
Jeline, it's our camwhore period again. HAHAHAHAH
Sis coming alone =) Extra excited. Then peeps will be seeing double of me. Muahahaha.
She's my evil twin. HATE HER. hmpff.

So anw, okay
bb
I better get going before YT screams at me.
;D