Thursday, July 31, 2008

I am in school now waiting for my BITCHY friend, HO YUN TING to ask some questions from our teacher.

WALAO EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
This is the 3rd time i switch on the computer cos i got cheated.
I thought it was her turn & therefore, i was happy to leave.
BUTTTT
The teacher said "yunting, not your turn yet"
So i had to switch on the comp again.

Anywayyyyyy
This woman just grabbed my neck & tried to strangle me..
What a best friend.. Gosh.

Anyway she's like the last person on the list la. It's a damn sad thing.

She just told me: "its not a sad thing, i'm not alone"

OF COURSE ITS NOT A SAD THING FOR YOU LA! I'M WAITING WITH YOU OKAY!!

She said :"HAHAHAHAHAH You're like talking to me through the screen"

OKAY WHATEVER..

Do you know the pain of WAITING FOR NOTHING..

Waiting for nothing = Ruben's band, not bad not bad. I'm a fan :)

ANYWAY I'M REALLY WAITING FOR NOTHING. I wont benefit anything from waiting.

Yt: "I'm not nothing, i'm somebody"

Aiyah but cannot blame her also la. I'm supposed to wait for her cos she's supposed to accompany me to buy something later on.
Hopefully it'll benefit my facial fatssssssssss.

Yunting: "I'll dump you at woodlands, go buy it yourself"

HOW MEANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!

She's laughing now telling herself she's not mean. SHE'S IN SELF-DENIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOMEBODY SAVE HER!!!

I have 2 weird friends.
One with self-denial. Another one with PARKINSON'S DISEASE!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

WAIT!
ANOTHER WEIRD FRIEND IS A KOREAN FRIEND.
JANG SE EUN.

1361. :)
Inside joke. I shall not ruin her reputation.

Okay nothing better to say already.
Goooddddbyeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Stupid la. The first person to read this post is... HO YUN TING.

Cos she's sitting directly beside me. Stupid.

ESAINT SAYS I HAVE DOUBLE CHIN.... :(:(:(:(:(:(:(

We're laughing at someone now with voodoo skills HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Oh just now we had a fun time looking at this person in her friendster account trying to be a FHM MODEL. WALAOOOOOOOOOO EHHHHHH

Ohoh & she just reminded me of some cute guy. Niceee.
Yunting, you are my best friend

FINALLY FINALLY FINALLLYYYYYY
The teacher just said "yunting, come"

WHOOOHOOOOO.

Okay wait..
Let me say something first.
Yunting, you are my best friend, yknow yknow.. ttttttt something something la. :)
Buttttttttttttt i must make it clear that, Carl is still my one and only love.. :)

Carlcarlcarlcarlcarlcarl.
Okay byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Life has been & is boring for me nowadays.
Darn it.

I watched tv till 130am last night.
& i fell asleep. Lol.
Had nothing to do.

Yt introduced me to a new chinese drama serial.
Saw it on tv last night. So i watched it.
&&&& it happened to be the last episode.
Stupid.. Before knowing the show, i went to watch the last episode.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............

B.O.R.I.N.G.

I shall go listen to the songs Jake sent me.
BYEBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Hahahahaha Parkinson's disease. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Friday, July 25, 2008

It's too bad for you cause she's not afraid to dream.

As promised, i said i will blog tonight
Butttt i lied, because it's not even night yet.
I got bored, had nothing to do.

Yunting's out celebrating Stanley's birthday.
Seeun is enjoying her ATM card. Stuuuupid birdddd..
Jeline is somewhere thinking about me. <3 Kidding. :D

Then, there's Sissy.
Went to do community service.
Which reminds me that actually i was supposed to do it today..
Buttttt i didn't go to school sooooooo
Anyways i wouldn't be able to do it today cos of extra lessons.

Supposed to have lessons but it got postponed till monday
Thank God for giving me extra 2 more days to finish up my shitload of work.

WELLLL.
I didn't go to school today bcause...
I was studying & slept super late last night
So parents told me to rest today. Hehe.
But, i didn't go school yesterday either.
It was because, there was... PHYSICAL EDUCATION aka PE.
Walao ehhhh. Waste my time. Might as well study.
For one whole hour, the class girls would just gather at one corner & start gossiping.
AH HA! Dont lie ah! At least i admit i gossip ahhhh..

(Of course, there's that particular girl that is somewhat half a man becos she's hanging out with the boys like 24-7 of the time.. So she's not included in the gossiping hour.)

ANYHOOS.
I wont elaborate much about my life.
It's boring. Dull. Not interesting. Can go bang wall kinda thing.

My life has been revolving around school, study, tv, sleep, eat, family, friends.

I'M GOING TO YOUTH THIS SUNDAY AGAIN. HURRRAYYYYYY.
I'm happy i get to go. But still thinking in progress if i should go for cell grp. Hmm..

Anyway, ask me about my prelims & i'll give you a tight slap.
I'm saying here once.
I DID VERY BADLY FOR MY PRELIMS.

Yeah at first i was super sad abt it but... i've learnt that i'm not smart.
Nah kidding. I'm not emo. Aiyah i've to admit that i didn't put in my 110% effort.
So yup.

My physics grades have got some "fate" with kirk's grades.

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Well as you can see both of us didn't do well either.
But kirk's the lousier one. *Slaps* Okay fine, i'm the lousier one.
My science grades were the lousiest. Haha i wanna slap myself in the face.

Last sunday, went for

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MAGICBOX.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Mom & Dad gave up their good seats to Sis & I cause they had to attend to some urgent matters last minute. So Sissy & I enjoyed ourselves very very much
But real sorry guys, no pictures were allowed to be taken. They are so strict.

But all i can say is, i'm super super super proud of my pastor. :D
He's the best. :D :D
Ha, i can never express how much i love the church.
Anyhoos, i have a thing or two for magic now. MUAHAHAHAHA.

One day you'll see me disappear into thin air............

Right so like before the show, Sis, myself, Aunt, Grandparents, Mom & Bro went to this really cool cafe.
& they sold ice cream.........
So...

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niceeeeeeeee

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I love the ice cream bowl or cup. Whatever you call it.

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Yup so that's about it.

I dread o levels. @#$%@#$%@#$%@#$%

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Sorry peeps! I know it's been long since i last blogged
But i haven't been free. & i will only blog more like probably tonight or something.
For now, i just wanna say 2 things that are extremely funny.

Or rather the major thing is funnier. But whatever.

So like, i was tagging yunting's blog. She was telling me about some actor in a certain drama serial.

Cheryl: Screw you la. That freaking fella is not Bosco Wong la! Bosco Wong is so much more handsome!

yunting: i freak you back. i said he act with Bosco. In the same drama. But he dint die la. That alfred died.

Okay you might find it not interesting at all. But i can't help but laugh at the "i freak you back" Hahahahahaa.

Anyway, major joke of the day..

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This animation is taken from kirk's friendster profile, feel free to check out this dude. He's a weirdo.

So like, this is my comment to him.
Hey Jake. Retarded "animation" of you up there.

Reason why i call him jake, is another story.

This is Ruben Chong's comment..

Parkinson's disease belongs to a group of conditions called movement disorders. It is characterized by muscle rigidity, tremor, a slowing of physical movement (bradykinesia) and, in extreme cases, a loss of physical movement (akinesia). The primary symptoms are the results of decreased stimulation of the motor cortex by the basal ganglia, normally caused by the insufficient formation and action of dopamine, which is produced in the dopaminergic neurons of the brain. Secondary symptoms may include high level cognitive dysfunction and subtle language problems

dude you're suffering from it


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Kirk suffers from parkinson's disease. HAHAHAHAHA.
No offence to those who really has it though. Uh yeah..

Okay byebye.

Monday, July 14, 2008

I have been listening to a lot of songs lately,
just realized how beautiful the lyrics are..

'N SYNC - God must have spent a little more time on you.

Can this be true? Tell me, can this be real?
How can i put into words what i feel?
My life was complete, i thought i was whole.
Why do i feel like i'm losing control?
I never thought that love could feel like this.
& you've changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me, there's an angel?
It's a miracle..

Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret, that i never could keep
When i look into your eyes, i know that its true.
God must have spent, a little more time on you.

In all of creation, all things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More than precious than, any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold, when you came in this world.
& i'm trying hard to figure out
Just how i ever did without, the warmth of your smile.
The heart of a child, that's deep inside, leaves me purified.


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Jordin Sparks, feat, Chris Brown - No Air.

Tell me how i'm supposed to breathe with no air.

If i should die, before i wake.
Its cause you took my breath away
Losing you like living in a world with no air.

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that i can make you understand.

But how do you expect me, to live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you, it's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how i'm supposed to live with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air.
It's just how i feel whenever you ain't there.
It's no air, no air.

I walked, i ran, i jumped, i flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real.

But somehow i'm still alive inside, 
You took my breath, but i survived
I don't know how, but i don't even care

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Yeah lah i know lah, i'm lame la.
But what bullshit. The lyrics are meaningful, or rather, i like. :D

Okay, school starts tomorrow as per normal again ;(
Goodbye.

*No pictures today, i am lazy!!!

Sunday, July 13, 2008

WARNING!! WARNING!! LOST POST!! LOST POST!! 
-Alarm Sounds-

LALALALALA.
Today i feel, happy, elated, joyful, blissful, blessed, delights, ecstatic, glad.
:D :D :D :D :D :D

I managed to squeeze in a slot for my girlies, from my busy busy busy schedule.
& i'm really really really glad i did. Really. :D i can never express the kinda joy i'm feeling in me now. I can't wait for next next wk (that's if i'm permitted to go for youth again) 

Anyhoooooos....

I'm not gonna update much on my week. It'll just be brief. Cos i can't stop thinking about today. I really can't. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday 10July

Can't remember what happened, too bad. :P

Friday 11 July
Uh... Had Science MCQ paper, then... went home..
Then, caught. 

Hancock

If y'all dont know the picture, it's, Hancock! 
It was nice, my favourite actor, Will Smith :D
All time favourite actor. Love the storyline. 

That's it.

Saturday, 12 July

First of all, i need to apologize to my spiritual family, i should've been smarter & stop procrastinating on "advertising" MagicBox.

Anyhoos. On this day, MagicBox had their first show. 
Apparently, i wasn't fortunate enough to get the tickets for the first show, but i got tickets for the last show. :( 
Butttt, i got the good seats. :D:D:D
Anyway... Let me advertise it now..

Okay due to certain restrictions, i am not allowed to really publicize it here, butttt..
I'm sure you people have seen this advertisement on Taxi(s), haven't you?

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Yes yes, it's a fantastic magic show.. Please please please, support! :D
I personally, give it 2 thumbs up. Hehe, i'm biase, whatever.

So anyway, please feel free, to click, HERE, for more details. :D

Oh oh oh oh oh, sooooo.
Then, i did community service. ;D

This is dad, giving a speech, before we start to move out.
Basically, we were supposed to distribute food to the poor. 
Well, i didn't wanted to elaborate, but i think i should.

Well, Singaporeans are quite well-fed. Yknow we at least have basic pay, basic amount of money to have food on the table etc. But some people, just don't have that luxury. & upon doing the food distribution that day, my heart really sank.

Upon seeing the number of households that actually need help from the society, my heart was really saddened. & what's more, these people are actually considered the more fortunate ones. 
Well, if you see it in a bigger picture, people living in USA, Indonesia, etc etc, when they are poor, they are really down & out. They don't even have a place to stay in. 

At least, every Singaporean is ensured a home. A HDB flat for example. 
Some of us, we even have the luxury of having branded goods. Why not, with our extras, give it to the poor? I mean, honestly, after this incident, i told myself, i am NOT going to chase after labels. 

I may not be very wealthy, but i definitely am sure that I at least have that extra cash to enjoy many other luxurious stuff that these people don't. I guess, that's what's God's heart is about too. God gave his life for us, & in return, we should GIVE what we can, to the needy. Shouldn't we? :D

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That's it, no more. 
After my community service, i went home, & i totally zoned out. 
Slept the whole afternoon. 

TODAYYYYY!! 13 JULY.

Okay, i apologize for not having any pictures taken, but my photographer, Sissy wasn't around, besides, i didn't have time for any too. :D

Sooooo.
Basically, i went for youth service. Finally!! In like donkey ages.

Met up with Keshia for lunch first, caught up & stuff. I'm really happy for you girl, for everything :D
Haha, it's amazing how we grew up together. From the time when we were like in kindergarden to primary school. We'd stay over at each others' places. How she made me learn roller-blading. GRRR.

Everything. I'm just so amazed by this friendship. Haha.

Ohoh, I'm still surprised that Keshia remembers Carl. Hahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahah! 
The artificial & real K... HAHAHAHAHAHAAH! -Inside joke-

Then, met Gina. She never changed a bit. Still as "clumsy" & hahaha, its just gina. :D

Then Cordelia came..
That girl is still with her guitar. Haha, i remembered how we used to go crazy over guitars. Like we joined SML together. Learned guitar. At first i was better than her, *ahem* && now she's wayyyy much better than me. :D

Hahaha, & she told me lotsa things. Made me feel really really welcomed. As in, updates with whatevers happening to basically the whole congregation. :D
I'm really glad i have these people in my life. I am still amazed by our friendships. 

& Definitely not forgetting, miss Rain rain go away! HEHEHE, Raina!
She was the one who encouraged me back. Really, i love you girl. Thank you so much. :D
Haha, she's one of the reasons why i came back. 
Uh huh, this ladaye, is always the best. I don't know how to even express what i feel about her, she's just perfect. Yknow, like if there's gonna be one person i'd be jealous about, it'll be her. But don't worry girl, i'm not jealous of you YET. :D

Man... I'm gonna meet them up & we'll get a group photo soon. 
I can't wait wait wait wait. 

I just love my girlies. GOSH!!!

Mabel, that super super cute girl. 
When she saw me, she was like jaw-dropped. Haha, everyone was so surprised to see me, basically.
Hahaha. 
She's gonna be my buddy for this period. So you watch out girl, i'll be calling you every week! :D

Uh huh, then there was Lynette. :D
I didn't really get to chat with her that much, but i will the next time. 

Jasmine & Janice were most probably in a very very shock mode to have seen me, so we didn't even said a word, not even a "hi". 
But, it's alright. :D

ALL IN ALL...
I just love my girls. AHHH! I wonder how many times i've said that already! 
Maybe cause i've missed them so much, so i guess, I REALLY REALLY LOVE THEM NOW! 
Hahaha.

Cordelia, Raina, Keshia, Gina, Mabel, Lynette, Jasmine, Janice, i would never exchange this friendship for anything. :D 

TADAAAA.
That's it. &&& in donkey years, i took a train to airport..
Then took a hour bus ride back to woodlands. Mannnn.
I need a car!

She never expected you to be there, she's ecstatic to have seen you there.
She knows you are the one. She knows everythings gonna be fine.
She knows she's crazy in love with you. :D

& Carl, you were definitely one of the reasons why i'm happy today.

I'm letting out all my sorrows, & giving it to You.
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Wednesday, July 9, 2008

I apologize for the previous post.
I was in a emotional state. I had to rant. :D

First of all, before i even start off with my updates, i just wanna make a few statements.

Well, something happened today. & i found out some stuff.
& this is my opinion of the situation.

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This is my best friend, Yunting (Dion)
Whether or not you people like it, she is my best friend, was in the past and will be in the future.
I don't wanna care about the comments you give, because i know this relationship we have is something special. & i won't let the comments you people make bring it down. 
Though i may not have very successful best-friend-relationships in the past, but i'm determine to make this work. I'm not God, i don't dictate the future, but i know that for now, Yunting is my best friend & nothing is gonna bring down the friendship i have with her.
So screw all those comments about me using her. (Don't worry, you're not the only one) Because i never bothered about "quality". I only care about the way we care for one another as best friends. 

And then, 
there's Abby.

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I cannot live without her. I really can't. She is another best friend. So stop your comments about her. Because it wouldn't only irk her, it irks me too. Everyone has flaws, don't tell me you don't. Because i myself have flaws. The only person that is flawless, is God. This is a mortal world, nobody is perfect. So stop trying to act like you are the goddess and gods of the world. Because you obviously aren't. 

So.., 
These two people & of course many other people, are the people that i can't live without. & they are really really kept very dear to me. & i know i am very protective over them. I don't wanna see tears roll down their faces, neither do i wanna see blood spilled in the hearts. 
P/s, don't worry, really, you are not the only one. 

Anyhoos.
No more emotive rants.

I guess conflicts are very hard to avoid & sometimes, it's just so difficult for us to let go of our pride & anger. But, i guess with God, all things are possible isn't it? :D

Well, nothing really happened on Monday.
Went to watch,

kungfu panda

Yep, i know i'm like the slowest person on the planet. But yeah, watched it with family.
I'm glad i did, because we hardly get the time to hang out together as a whole. As parents are always having meetings meetings meetings. Just like now, they're both attending, meetings. Well, i'm not upset about it, please don't get me wrong. I'm happy in fact. Cause nobody nags. HEHEHE. :D i love my parents, & i know as much i want, they want to be home with us too. 
But i know they have their commitments. 

Dad treated us all to gelare ice cream. 
(Pictures with Sissy... Too bad)

Uh huh, the movie was really really awfully funny. Bro kept laughing & laughing & laughing. I think his voice is the loudest in the cinema. Haha. 

Tuesday (8 July)

Had my F&N paper, totally screwed it. (I think)
Then from 11am in the morning, did my project work till like what? 6pm. 
Then got dismissed from school. Rushed home to do more work. 
(I've been exceptionally hardworking lately. *wonders*)
P/s, i finally did my Detention. MUAHAHA. Dad is super happy cos i finally get my EZ Link card back. 

Uh huh, came home. Godma came. :D
Mom's sworn sisters arrived. They had their gatherings. Gosh, they are loudest bunch of ladies i know. Even Dad couldn't stand it.

So like yeah, reached home, did more work.
Finished my work at only at midnight.
Amazing isn't it? :D

Had a chat with Raina, i'm glad i did. Really.
So yeah found out some stuff. 
I've decided to make a change in situations. (Confidential you see)

Then called Weijie.
We chatted till like 1am?

Then called Yankai.
Told him some stuff.
& he had to go for dinner at 1AM!! It's supper already la.
Then i fell asleep right after that, though i was supposed to wait for him.
=/

I am a busy girl.

Today 

Hmm......
Actually i have nothing much to blog about.
All i can say for today is, "stressful"
Haha.

After extra lessons today.
Yunting & I went over to causeway to meet Sissy.
& we went to buy groceries for tomorrow's F&N practical exam =/

Okay 
that's about it.
I'm done here.
Goodbye earthlings! 

Picture theme: Alex Evans.
(Hot fella)

alex evans

alex evans

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Really, really, i wanna marry him. He is damn hottttt. 
Okay not very hot la. He is hot in a emo way. :D

But my heart is still with you, Carl.
She feels stupid. She feel really really stupid.
She wonder why she's still clinging on to that little hope.
She told him she had faith in him. 
But in turns out, whenever situation arises, she loses faith.
& she starts to doubt.
She feels weak. She feels numb.
She feels like breaking down.
She's afraid of the future.
She is uncertain of what would happen.
All she wanted and ever wants is him. 



Carl, you are really really important to me.

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Uh this is the thing that Vanessa made me do. Haha.
But i am not forced to do it. I am doing it out my own will.
BECAUSE, I am ultra ultra bored.
I have nothing to do manxzxzxzx.

(01) What is my full name?
Cheryl Tan Hui Ting
(PLEASE DON'T CALL ME BY MY CHINESE NAME. I WILL CRUSH YOUR BALLS & PULL YOUR HAIR. I'm nice to girls (: )

(02) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?

Uh, probably the whole of Australian, Upper East Side (New York), Hollywood.

(03) What's your favourite thing(s) to do?
Dancing, Singing, Watching TV, Using the computer, Music-ing, blah blah blah..

(04) Do you think money can buy happiness?
No. I think that's like common sense.
BUT of course, it can satisfy the materialistic side of one self.

(05) If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Entertainment Industry. Enough said (:

(06) Do you believe you can survive without money?
OF COURSE NOT! Stupid question.

(07) How's the feeling when your best friend backstabbed you?
Stupid question. -.- Go figure!

(08) Have you ever been to the toilet of the opposite gender?
Yes on purpose & yes accidentally. Hehe.

(09) What do you dream of doing in the future?
Entertainment Industry. :D

(10) List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you.

Oh, that's Vanessa right..? RIIIIIGHT...
HAHAHA. Gosh.. This is a hard question =/

(11) What makes you happy?
Money? Friendship? Carl? Haha. My dreams come true of course.
Shopping? Actually, i'm humoured easily. 

(12) What type of person do you hate the most?
Whoh.. Hard to list..

(13) Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
Probably chasing after my own dreams. :D

(14) What do you think is the purpose of life?
To be the light of the world. :D

(15) Who is the most important person in your life?
Can i have like a few? Or only one?
Hmm.. My family members. Best friends. Carl.

(16) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My mp3? Hahaha.

(17) If you had a chance to change your life, what would you want to change?


My history.

(18) What does forever mean to you?
Eternity. Forever is love. The Father's love.
'Cause no matter what you do, he'll always love you unconditionally.

(19) Will you rather work as something you love to be happy 
and not get paid well or do something you hate 
and be miserable because it's a good job?

Definitely work and be happy la!
Why should i make myself miserable? -.-

(20) What could be the most beautiful moment that can happen to you?
Hmmmmmmm.
The day Carl proposes to me, in a super super romantic place or atmosphere.
:D HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal question.
Make it a total of 20 questions.
Then tag 10 people in your list and list them out at the end of this post.
Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged..

Aiyah, why go through so much trouble..
I tag,
Sissy, Stella, Dion, Jeline, Seeun.
(I doubt Dion, Jeline & Seeun will do it anyway)
So to everybody else who is just bored like me. :D

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Friday, July 4, 2008

Hmm.
Actually I was deciding if I should or should not blog. Haha.
I didn’t have any inspiration to write anything.
But then I remembered something, which really disgusted me today.
So I must blog abt it.

First, let me start off with my day.

Hmm.
Had Chemistry paper & Geography paper today.
Chemistry paper was a failure. It’s the worst paper amongst the rest, so far.
Geography paper was alright. Except that I almost had not enough time.

Then had some Youth Day Celebration hosted by the school.
There was this band, hmm. No comments.
Then there was this dance group. Uh I have no idea where in the world they came from, but uh.. Hahah I shall not give my comments. Cause I’m not some professional either. :D

Okay nothing much la.
Today is official slack day again.
I’ve been mugging for the whole week & I told myself, I MUST have a day-off today.
Else I’ll just go cuckoo.

So..
I was reading about some stuff.
Then I realized about how nasty the cyber-world can get.
Blogs are like for people to write down their emotions, their comments, etc.
But on the other hand, bloggers have to consider the feelings of their complaint.
So then, what’s the point of blogging?
But of course, blogging isn’t just about the above.

To you;
Please. Please please please stop acting like you know it all. I only have two words to describe you. “Trying Hard” No, sorry, it’s 3 words.. “Damn Trying Hard”
Gosh. Please. You know nuts about the topic. You know nuts about everything. Just please, keep your useless comments to yourself. Even the professionals sat down and kept quiet the whole time. You were the one, whom is the exact opposite of a professional, got so worked up like you know it all. Please, at least they were better than you. Oh c’mon. Don’t act like you’re suddenly so interested in the industry. You don’t belong in my world. You were my mistake. Harsh? Too bad for you.


Please understand my dear readers, I have to protect the identity of my complaint as first of all, I do not want to write down the person’s name as it would just “pollute” my post. Secondly, because I am considering his/her feelings. It’s not like this person doesn’t know I dislike him/her.

So anyway.
I am in the dance mode. Haha.
Jeline! I can’t wait for Os to end! O school O school!!

I miss Carl.. 

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Wednesday, July 2, 2008

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Started off with a picture of Baby Ariel.
I miss her soooo much ;(
She used to come every wednesdays without fail.
But nowadays, thanks to O levels, she has stopped arriving to Woodlands ;(
This is my favourite picture of her. It's on my wallpaper everywhere.
It's even pasted on my wallet! Haha.
I think i love her more than I love Carl. =/

Anyhoos.
Miss Me, had my Chinese O level today..
& I only have 1 word for the whole thing..
Ready?

S.C.R.E.W.E.D.

Yes, screwed.
I freaking sounded like a caucasian. -.-
The examiners were looking at me like "uh?"
& I skipped quite a lot of words, 'cos it was like a tongue twister.
I couldn't freaking pronounced the word clearly.
Sorry ancestors, i have let you down..

Well,
had Math Paper 2 today.
As always, shivering in the hall.
The aircon is frigging cold. =/

Went to AMK Hub with my girls after the paper.
& awaited horror to arrive. (Oral)
We just kept talking and laughing.
I have a picture of my dear bestie in her most uglist moment.
BUTTTTT...
I'm sure she wouldn't want me posting it up here.
Soooooooo.
Too bad. But i'm still gonna keep that picture as a memory. :D

I was in a dancing mood today.
I have no idea why. & Carl was on my mind the whole frigging day. -.-
This is bad bad bad. I should be thinking of my exams.

Aye..
I should be studying right now. But i'm feeling so slacky.
I'm online blogging.
When i'm supposed to be revising for Physics Paper tmr.
Man, my sciences are really screwed too.
Since primary school, i have never passed my sciences. Haha.
I am not cut out to be a scientist. :D

I am now done talking.
Goodbye. :D

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Okay sorry i haven't really been able to blog quite a lot lately.
I've been busy preparing for PRELIMINARY EXAMINATION ONE.
*GRRR*

Yes, i hate yet love exams.
I hate them cos i need to study.
I love them cos i'll be able to know what standard i'm at.
Soooo.. It's a love hate situation.

Anyway.
I found myself a new good friend, Sheila. 
:D
Hahahaha. Sheila, if you're reading this. Be honoured.
:D

Yesyes, i love Sheila & Sheila loves me. :D

So anyway.
Well 3 papers have past. Now, left with 4 more papers to mug for. :( 
The first three papers were quite well-done. 
Just praying that i'll be able to pass.

SUNDAY 29TH JUNE 

Hmm. 
Nothing much happened. 
Went to church as usual. 
Carl is sick, i think. Weirddd. 
Saw the BMW drove away. 

Yankai sent me this email. I thought it was really really funny. :D

This is why we fail badly. (Students)
The year has only 365 days.

1. Sundays. - 52 Sundays in a year. & everyone knows Sunday is for rest. 
Days left: 313.

2. Summer holidays - 50 days where the weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left: 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left: 141

4. 1 hour for daily playing - (good for health), 
means 15 days.
Days left: 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - 
means 30 days
Days left: 96

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal)
means 15 days.
Days left: 81

7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46

8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left: 6.

9. For sickness- at least 3 days.
Days left 3

10. Movies and functions - at least 2 days.
1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday!
HOW CAN YOU STUDY ON THAT DAY !?!?!?!?!?!?!

Balance = 0
How can a student pass ????

HAHAHAHA. 
Okay you're not obliged to laugh to the jokes i post on my blog.
I've been told that the jokes aren't really very funny.
-.-

SUNDAY 29TH JUNE.

Well nothing much
Had church. Carl is ill, i think. Weirddd.
Saw the BMW drove away. 

Went to Airport T3 for lunch.

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MONDAY 30TH JUNE

Had English papers. 
Went well.
Went lunch with, Ammar, Andrew, Samson, Yankai, Annaliza and Vanessa.

Studied with Annaliza and Vanessa.

TUESDAY 1ST JULY

(Oh, which happens to be today..)
Had Math paper 1 & Social Studies paper.
Did quite well (i think).
Went studying with Anna and Vanessa.

Met Sheila at woodlands. Went to her church.
But she mistook the clerk guy for a construction worker. -.-
So dumb. Haha.
Miss Sheila, i hope you'll cheer up and stop thinking about red jam. :D
Look for others, i've got your back.

Uh huh, well i just hung up with Sheila & she helped me write an essay.
HEHEHE.
An essay about a confession. Haha. Long story.
But really, thanks alot. I never expected myself to find someone who is able to relate to me so easily. 
:D

ANYHOOS.
I am still loving you Carl.
:D
Don't worry, my studies ain't gonna make my love for you any lesser.

Well as you people can see, my life has been boring.
It has been revolving around school, studies and exams.
GRRR.

Okay Vanessa, i am going to help you upload your pictures now. -.-

Goodbye earthlings!