Screw it.

I apologize for the previous post.

I was in a emotional state. I had to rant. :D

First of all, before i even start off with my updates, i just wanna make a few statements.

Well, something happened today. & i found out some stuff.

& this is my opinion of the situation.

This is my best friend, Yunting (Dion)

Whether or not you people like it, she is my best friend, was in the past and will be in the future.

I don't wanna care about the comments you give, because i know this relationship we have is something special. & i won't let the comments you people make bring it down. 

Though i may not have very successful best-friend-relationships in the past, but i'm determine to make this work. I'm not God, i don't dictate the future, but i know that for now, Yunting is my best friend & nothing is gonna bring down the friendship i have with her.

So screw all those comments about me using her. (Don't worry, you're not the only one) Because i never bothered about "quality". I only care about the way we care for one another as best friends. 

And then, 

there's Abby.

I cannot live without her. I really can't. She is another best friend. So stop your comments about her. Because it wouldn't only irk her, it irks me too. Everyone has flaws, don't tell me you don't. Because i myself have flaws. The only person that is flawless, is God. This is a mortal world, nobody is perfect. So stop trying to act like you are the goddess and gods of the world. Because you obviously aren't. 

So.., 

These two people & of course many other people, are the people that i can't live without. & they are really really kept very dear to me. & i know i am very protective over them. I don't wanna see tears roll down their faces, neither do i wanna see blood spilled in the hearts. 

P/s, don't worry, really, you are not the only one. 

Anyhoos.

No more emotive rants.

I guess conflicts are very hard to avoid & sometimes, it's just so difficult for us to let go of our pride & anger. But, i guess with God, all things are possible isn't it? :D

Well, nothing really happened on Monday.

Went to watch,

Yep, i know i'm like the slowest person on the planet. But yeah, watched it with family.

I'm glad i did, because we hardly get the time to hang out together as a whole. As parents are always having meetings meetings meetings. Just like now, they're both attending, meetings. Well, i'm not upset about it, please don't get me wrong. I'm happy in fact. Cause nobody nags. HEHEHE. :D i love my parents, & i know as much i want, they want to be home with us too. 

But i know they have their commitments. 

Dad treated us all to gelare ice cream. 

(Pictures with Sissy... Too bad)

Uh huh, the movie was really really awfully funny. Bro kept laughing & laughing & laughing. I think his voice is the loudest in the cinema. Haha. 

Tuesday (8 July)

Had my F&N paper, totally screwed it. (I think)

Then from 11am in the morning, did my project work till like what? 6pm. 

Then got dismissed from school. Rushed home to do more work. 

(I've been exceptionally hardworking lately. *wonders*)

P/s, i finally did my Detention. MUAHAHA. Dad is super happy cos i finally get my EZ Link card back. 

Uh huh, came home. Godma came. :D

Mom's sworn sisters arrived. They had their gatherings. Gosh, they are loudest bunch of ladies i know. Even Dad couldn't stand it.

So like yeah, reached home, did more work.

Finished my work at only at midnight.

Amazing isn't it? :D

Had a chat with Raina, i'm glad i did. Really.

So yeah found out some stuff. 

I've decided to make a change in situations. (Confidential you see)

Then called Weijie.

We chatted till like 1am?

Then called Yankai.

Told him some stuff.

& he had to go for dinner at 1AM!! It's supper already la.

Then i fell asleep right after that, though i was supposed to wait for him.

=/

I am a busy girl.

Today 

Hmm......

Actually i have nothing much to blog about.

All i can say for today is, "stressful"

Haha.

After extra lessons today.

Yunting & I went over to causeway to meet Sissy.

& we went to buy groceries for tomorrow's F&N practical exam =/

Okay 

that's about it.

I'm done here.

Goodbye earthlings! 

Picture theme: Alex Evans.

(Hot fella)

Really, really, i wanna marry him. He is damn hottttt. 

Okay not very hot la. He is hot in a emo way. :D

But my heart is still with you, Carl.