As I look back on this road I've travelled, Ive seen so many time he's carried me through. & if there's one thing that ive learned in my life, it would be that my lover is faithful & true. Everything he has said, he will do. Every morning, his love for me is brand new. My heart rejoices when i read the promise, he said, there is a place i am preparing for you. & in every situation, he has proved his love to me. When i lack the understanding, he gives more grace to me. Thank you for every single thing you've done in my life :)

It's still Christmas! Daddy just finished his party. Seriously men can cook better than women. That's why majority of the time, the people in the kitchen of restaurants (chefs) are men!! :D Photos will be uploaded another day. Cos of some problems with my damn phone. Grrr.

Ohoh, the strawberry cheesecake made my mom's jie mei was fabulous! I want to lick the plate!!! Kidding..

Town date with Sl tmr :)
Darling, i'm here for you no matter what. :D


Can't wait for sat. Wheeee.
Daryl is bald!! Hahahahahahahah! Sorry daryl, but if i laugh, please forgive me!

Kyle is hot hot hot. ;D

Spent the whole day doing nothing but watching DVDs. :)

& helping daddy tear paper. I seriously think we should get a shredder. I dont know why but they've got lotsa letters to tear. -.-

So yes, my phone has been bombarded with sms-es. Not only christmas blessings from my friends, but daddy's friends as well, cos they obviously didnt know that daddy changed his number donkey ages ago. So, something's really wrong with my phone. >:(

Supposed to have dinner at Ariel's grandmother's house, but Uncle Sylvester called too late. :( Mommy cooked pasta. With her new recipe, called "Angel's hair" I have seriously no idea why it's called Angel's Hair. Maybe taken from a book or something, but whatever. It was nice :))

If i haven't remembered wrongly, i know that i'm packed with dates this whole week, but i just can't remember who i'm going out with & whr. All i can remember, is saturday, DXO, & saturday evening, Daryl, movie.
ohoh & changlin tomorrow movie. -.- Damn i'm broke.

Thurs daddy's having a party at the house. I won't try to find excuses to leave home, cos majority of them will be men, & i know they're not so yknow, gossipyy.., to ask about my results :)

Well, had a conversation on msn with Edmel yesterday night. We chatted till 430am. Haha, lotsa things was brought up. I guess habits will forever be habits, & somethings will just remain the same. ;D
I'm glad both of us are moving on. :)

School's starting. Booooooo.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Merry Christmas Everyone! ;D

Neways.

Sat;
Went to Amk to have eye brows trimmed, met Sl at mrt station. Camwhored in train to & back.





I love my bff :)














My favourite picture :)



Headed to City Hall to meet the people. Had Newyork Newyork. Nice food, big portions, couldnt finish. S.O.S!

Hellven & I

Jarett, Me, & Rina :))))

Rina, 2-timing? Jarett, 3rd party?? *shakes head*

okay, i dont know why but i look damn small in the photo. Oh, there's Alvin too!

Group photo!

Shopped around, bought my white top. *YAYY*

Headed home. Met Jackjack (Jackson) at Khatib mrt station, which was then that i realised how much i'd missed them so much next year ;(

mom, dad & bryan came to fetch me & home. :)

Sunday;

headed for expo super early, because Mr Bryan Tan was performing for the Born To Shine Musical. He kepts insisting he is a V.I.P
Yeah, Very Irritating Person indeed!



The star in his hands were the gift from FCBC :) Christmas gift. I have one too.



My V.I.P :)



Born To Shine 2007 @ The Expo



Try to spot my superstar!

Watched the musical at it's 2nd show. I must say, they did a good job. Asher wrote a really nice song :) kudos!

Today;

stayed home. watched tv.
Just finished watching Ella Enchanted. Fairytale. -.- As if it really happens. & the ending sucks. But the prince is handsome :)))
Prince Char? Or was it Prince Cher? Hmm......

I am seriously in love with Kyle. That killer smile of his. -faints-
Kylekylekylekylekylekyle! Kylekylekylekylekylekyle! Kylekylekylekylekylekyle!
I love you boyfriend!!

Me: his english is damn poor. i feel like giving him english tuition
bff: who? ___ ah?
me: yeah
bff: no wonder he's in ITE.

wth! my bff damn fierce lah! hahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahaha.

oh & btw to you,
stop flirting with me! you're disgusting me :)

Conferenced with Gabby & yt last night.
Gabe: Eh, you got wear bikini before?
Me: Yeah, why?
Gabe: wtf. i tell you dont wear bikini already right. you & yt must wear diver's suit when y'all go wild wild wet.
-.-

Ahhhh! Gabby told me that DXO was really fun. I regretted sososo badly :(

Trimming eyebrow session later. Wheee.

Towning with Sl in 1hour & 45mins time. ;)
Finally, after donkey years i'm stepping into town again. Muahaha. Then will accompany her to celebrate Hellven's bday. & if bad things happen, yt to the rescue! ;D lol.
But i dont think anything will turn out wrong.
Can't wait. Doodles.

Spooked yt out last night too. LOL.
She was like "Dear Lord, please protect on her journey to her hall to get her stuff"
-.- HAHAHAHAH.
Cos i left my blanket in the hall. Brought the blanket to the hall while watching DVDs ytd so i'll feel cosy :D

Slept late last night, woke up super early today. Daddy wanted to bring us out for breakfast, so he banged & banged on the door till i woke up. GRRR. But it was worth it. Hehe. Had delicious breakfast.

Met Keshia in woodlands. Went to vista point to accompany her get her eyebrows trimmed. Sis came along :)

Met Richm in causeway afterwards, for lunch? He was supposed to eat, but in the end, he came, he didnt eat at all. Slacked at Mos Burger. That idiot couldnt stop making me laugh. I'm always here for you bastard! :D


Reached home, slept immediately. Slept the whole afternoon. Dad woke me up at 6pm plus plus. Cos he was leaving the house, he has a meeting tonight. Goodies. Mom went shopping without meeee! So unfair!

I love my boyfriend i love my boyfriend i love my boyfriend i love my boyfriend ;D

Dxo last night, didnt go :(
Really really regretted. I wanna goooooo. Sigh
I'm so going on the 29th. No matter what i'll go. Urghhh.

I've all along thought that they're better off together, & i guess i was right. They've always been the ones sharing the laughter more than i could. They'd always been laughing at the smallest things together. I'm glad i backed away. At least i wouldnt feel that hurt that i was so easily replaced. ;D

ANDREW IS BACK! ANDREW IS BACKKKKKK!!
;D & HE IS PROMOTED!! I hope we're in the same class next year. My science is depending on him!! :D
Mache date next week. He promised. we're forever re-arranging our mache date! lol.

Chatting with yt now. Blog more later ;D

I'm spooked out. My mom just came into the room, told me to sleep. & switched off the lights outside. & know what happened, i heard knockings coming from the hall. I'm really really spooked, i think i'm gonna be led to tears soon.

This is gonna be a super short post. I'll blog tomorow instead cos i really wanna tuck into my bed. & talk to sl & yt.

I think i'll go now.
YT!! SL!!!!!!!! SAVE MEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is what we've dreamt about, but the only question with me now is,
do i make you proud?
Stronger than i've ever been now, never been afraid of standing out,
do i make you proud?

Woke up at 3pm today. Did nothing the whole day but watched DVDs & munching on nuggets. Haha, everytime i eat nuggets, i think of Andrew! I wonder if that guy is back yet.

Yt is super funny, she msged me today asking if there are lotsa sad parts in the show, Frog Prince. Hahahaha. Cause she said she has been crying a lot. The show is really really nice! Highly encourage people to watch it! Think i'm gonna watch it again. It's really sad & all. I like it. Hahahaha.

Was supposed to meet Richm today. But woke up & realised parents are home, so doubt i'll be able to leave home. Because they dont like me to go out when they're home. They'll say things like, "i'm seldom at home & you wanna go out??" -.-
Sorry Richm!

Dxo tonight, & i'm not even there! Grrr. Think Gabby went. :( I'm jealous. I wanna go too. Whywhywhywhy must that stupid news article just appear. Darn it. >:(

Blog ltr :)
TVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Bored..

Came back from BBQ. Didnt eat at all. Haha. Met weixiong at woodlands mrt station. Trained down to yishun to meet weiyao. Note: Weixiong & Weiyao aren't brothers ;D

Cabbed down to the venue of the bbq. It's Joel's condo. Joel is Dingjie's friend. Slack there a while. Weixiong & Weiyao had a hard time convincing me that the food has no poison, so i would at least eat it. Haha, but they failed! I didn't eat cause i felt very shy. Like, i didn't even know the host of the bbq! && i was the only girl. Not that, being the only girl bothers me, but i'm not close to the people there.

Bus-ed back to woodlands, Jacky came along. Dingjie's sis came as well. Slacked at civic centre Mac. Dingjie, Yontong, Yijin, Dj's sis left, leaving, Jacky, Weixiong, Weiyao & myself there. Stayed till past midnight. Mom & Dad chased me to go home. & so home i am!

I'm bored. I really am bored. I feel tired but i just can't get to sleep. Friend is down :(
Cheer up yo! I'm here for you 24-7.

Meeting Richm tmr for lunch. Both of us deciding what to eat now already. Haha, i wanna have the foodcourt at causeway point. While Richm wants Kfc. -.-
Let's compromise yo!

Did you know that pictures can actually say a thousand words?
There's a saying of some what which is similar to what i've just said right? Heh.



My heart is for you. :)



I used to be your angel. But now, i'm sitting in a dark room, with broken pieces of my heart shattered all around.



This picture reminds me of someone. :)





Alrighteee, done with the pictures. I'm bored bored bored. Maybe i'll try sleeping ;D

Dj called, saying there's BBQ tonight. I'm like, "ohkay, that's a real quick notice". Mom & Dad are having a party in the house tonight, but guess this is a great excuse to leave home. So that they're friends wont have to ask me about my results. Heh. :D

I don't wanna talk about it neither.

So yes, i'm going for the BBQ later on. But i won't be eating, & i wont be going down that early. May wanna catch some sleep first. ;D
Managed to persuade Sis to accompany me too. So she doesn't have to stay home & watch parents & friends party. Muahaha.

Ariel may be coming tonight though. Sigh, i may have to sacrifice being with Ariel tonight. I still wnat my pride. ;D
I really dont wanna be looked down upon.

PARTYWORLD TOMORROW!
Just remembered it's a public holiday. Damn shit. So the price may go up. Let's change dates hon'. I don't wanna pay extra just because it's public holiday. =/

Toodles yo!

STOP SENDING ME CHAIN EMAIL MESSAGES! I WILL NOT OPEN THEM ANYMORE. STOP FLOODING MY INBOX WITH THOSE CHILDISH THINGS. IT'S JUST WASTING MY SPACE. :)

I find chain messages damn stupid. What's up with "if you don't send this to 2 people, you have bad luck for 2 years?" its bullshit. There's no such thing as luck in this world. Only, blessings & curses. So for pete's sake, stop sending all these shit, cause it's a waste of your time & it's a waste of my space in hotmail. Thank y'all.

&&& c'mon,
if you send Godly emails, with chains at the bottom, you're in contradiction. What, you send this to more people, you have better luck. -.- bull shit.

ANYWAYS.

Chat with Terrance from 3 am. then conferenced with Sl & Yt around 4am. Chat all the way till 7am. & fell asleep ;D
Terrance is a weirdo! He talks to himself while playing games, & he scold the game characters like they understand what he's saying. He scolds the characters like this "you kuku bird kill me!" & he say that everytime his character got whacked or killed, he'll feel the pain.. -.-
what a weirdo.

Woke up at 1pm plus plus. Cos bro & sis were screaming at the top of their voices. Bro was chasing after sis with a pair of chopsticks. Claiming that he's gonna shove it up her ass -.-
Ohoh & Daddy called too, & i immediately jumped up from my bed. Haha. Cos if daddy finds out i was still asleep, he may just rush back home & throw away my bed.

I've to study today no matter what. I'm gonna make it a point to make Yt & Sl serious in their studies next year. & we'll meet up to study & help one another. STRICTLY studying when arranged. Heh. ;D
They can help me with my pathetic chinese.. Yi Ju Liang De.
I dont know what i can help them lah. But hahaha. we'll see.

I'm gonna buck up on my maths. I didnt get A1 for it, & really disappointed. :(
Aiyah enough of studies. Lalala.

Yesterday somehow got a bit woken up from my "dream". Someone said:
"what if he comes back from australia with another girl, what would you do?"
Really in a daze, i dont know what to do. I dont know what i'll do. I think i'll just get really really heart brokened.

Okay my mac just came! Yayy. Ordered mac for lunch. Super hungry, nobody cooked. So mac! :D treat bro & aunt to mac too. Grrrrr. Now im broke..

Toodles, shall enjoy my delicious fries....

Sl is really efficient! Haha, i just finished posting the previous entry & she told me she's done with some of the pictures. I wanna kill her! Hahahaha.

So, y'all can have a great look at what photoshop can do. It amazes people, it really does! ;D

Changed blogskin. PangShilin's layout. Nice, isn't it? Just realised it's actually really nice ;D wanted to use the Kim Joong Heun's layout, but the pictures of him inside there aren't that appealing. But he is the EXACT TWIN of my korkor eddie! Hahaha, yt! my korkor leh!! =P

Neways.
Went to school today to collect my results. School was damn strict, didnt allow people with dyed hair to enter the room to collect the slips. -.-

Don't wanna talk about the results. Very disappointed. But still glad that i'm able to promote & for the first time ever i passed all 6 subjects. :D

Stupid Richmond tricked me! Made me worried for no reason. Some kinda bro. Urgh!! He told me he got 11 points, made me damn worried & sad for him. Then he told me he got 8 points! Bloody asshole. 8 points is not bad alright!

Went J8 with honeys after result taking. Ate at Pastamania. Did lotsa crapping & chatting & shouting & screaming & laughing. Went to walk around. Then slacked at Coffee Bean.
& there, we camwhored.

Photos will be uploaded another day once Miss Pang photoshops them. 3 of us were ugly ducklings. Because we had no make up on!! Okay lah, i'll upload a few. =D





Sl: yt looks so pretty in here! :D hahaha. it was meant to be a joke!



Yt & her itchy hand. Took a photo of us when we're not ready to pose for the camera!



Cheryl is too innocent. Don't show me that middle finger!



May I pronounce you, Husband & Wife. :D



My lunch, Hawaiian Pizza.



We were hiding from the camera. ;D







This picture has to be explained :
Those 2 ladies, were trying to tell the Camera woman, which apparently turns out to be me, that she is short.. :D



Sl being spooked by yt the ghost.

The end. :D

BFFs.

Our very very first picture taken together. I remember the good, the bad, the ugly & the beautiful times spent together with my dearests. Every single minute will be deeply etched in my heart. Even though we may all be seperated next year, but whatever the outcome, our hearts will still be linked & never will the bond be broken. Best Friends Forever, till the end.

Shilin :


From the daily arguments, brought closer friendship. I remember we'd used to argue with one another & many a times, we'd quarrel due to small issues. But all these have taught us how to interact with one another & made us cherish one another more & more. Thank You bestie for all the encouragement you've given me. All the quarrels, all the scoldings, all the tears, all the hugs, all the joy we've shared. ;D

Yunting :


From Day 1, you've always been there for me. Listening to my cries, & helping me out everytime i'm down. You're always there, never failing. This friendship we share, will never be replaced. You're always by my side, guiding me, teaching me, helping me, & standing up for me when i'm at my weakest. Thank you for everyyyythhiiinnggg.. :D

I really love my BFFs.
I pray that we will never drift a part, & whatever happens next year, we'd still be the way we are now. & share all the emotions together. I love my Shilin, & I love my Yunting.

Ariel, Rina, Dion :D