Wednesday, April 30, 2008

April said:
"You lost weight"

Those 3 sentence made my day. 
Get that Ruben! I ain't fat! =)

So anyway.

I wish i had pictures of how the boys raped boyfriend kirk. Gosh. Haha, it was tremendously funny. I laughed till i wanted to pee & cry & all that nonsense.
I helped in a way, to hid Kirk's bag (sweet sweet revenge).

Then felt like Kirk was super super poor thing, because he got raped by the boys & all (As in they seriously stripped him on the top) 

So i hid Ruben's bag (the master-mind)
Then......
Came back from hiding his back to realize that MY OWN BAG WAS MISSING!
Screw those boys. Haha, kidding.

So i acted angry. & seriously acted angry.
Turned tables upside down & gave them attitude. 
& they returned me my bag. They wanted to apologize even. 
But when they came to my table, i couldn't resist but laugh. 
HAHAHAHAH.

& Sukarto my dear friend is like:
"Walao! How can you even trick me!?"

Hahaha cos he came up to me with a very "sorry cheryl" kinda face. It was funny. Really really funny. I'm gonna miss my secondary school days manzxzxzxzxzxzx.

Okay i'll blog more tomorrow. Currently lazyyyyyy. HEHEHEHE.
Byebyeeeeee.


Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Why do i feel breathless whenever i talk to you?
Urgh. I hate this feeling. I hate it so much. Please leave. Damn you.
Screw you. Urgh whatever. I hate you. I hate this feeling. Scram from my life la. 

MAN U PLEASE WIN OKAY.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WIN.
KENNY PLACED BETS ON YOU GUYS
SO PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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I can go on all day long with his pictures.
You'll never know how much i miss you.
You'll never know how much i think of you all night long.
You'll never know how much i long to be with you.
You'll never know how much i worry about you when you're there.
You'll never know how much i think about all the other pretty girls there.
You'll never know how much i really really love you.

Hope what they say, aint true.

Chinese Prelim today.
:(
Gawd, i think i sucked. 
Damn
My paper 1 was great, but my paper 2...
2 words: Gone Case.

Anw.
Was supposed to go for math remedial after chinese paper, but teacher cancelled it. (Hurray!!)
So of course we decided on lunch. Guys wanted Bishan.
Girls wanted woodlands. So Cynthia came up with the greatest idea.. 
Yishun. Hahah
In the middle of bishan & woodlands. 
(which of course is also whr she is staying, that smart ass!)
Haha.

Wanted to bring them the Laksa outlet.
Butttttt, 
given the hot weather. We skipped.

Settled in for Delifrance. Vanessa, Cynthia & myself had kids' meal. 
Drew, Yam & Ammar had steak. -.-
Sam had the nicest. 
Some french name but it was like beaf with rice.. & lotsa lotsa cheese. 
I was jealous :(

No pictures, cos i totally forgot all about it. HEHEHEHEHE.

So anyway
of course as usual, Vanessa & I would start bitching around.
Now she changed my nick name from Miss Munch to Pest. -.-

Trained home with her (duh!)
Realized we had so much in common la! 
<3

Reached home, dad told me to go to causeway to pay bills for him
DAMN.
Hahahaha, had to walk again under the scorching sun.
>:(

But of course being a good daughter, i went.

Went with Bro.
Bro was like: 
"i like going out with you better, instead of mommy & daddy"

Me:
"Why?"

Bro:
"Because you're more fun than them. They can shop for 3 hours and go home empty handed. But you, when you shop even for the 1st minute, there'll definitely be something on your hands"

-.-
WTH.
Indirectly trying to say i'm spendthrift. Yes my dear 11 year old brother, i dont need lecture from you. Hehe.

But i didn't buy anything la. I just bought him ice cream to share cos the weather was damn hot. -.-



The feeling never fades. The feeling never vanishes. It never goes away.
Screw you.

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Credits:
Gilad & Lauren Rabbit.

Monday, April 28, 2008

I am not really in a good mood today. Though i didn't really wanted to show it. But i could sense this strong anger in me. I don't know why man. Haha.

First, it started off with a teacher. I mean sometimes or initially he started off nice. Then subsequently, he kinda got on my nerves. I won't say who. I mean i still gotta respect him & all. But really, he just pisses me off & gets me irritated all the time. 
It was the first time i felt like using my fist on a teacher real badly. First time. But thank God it didn't happen, else i guess no more O levels for me.

Then, 
it was the bloody weather. -.-

& everything. Probably i was just too agitated thanks to the weather. I mean everybody's feeling the heat right.

But it was alright, i mean i enjoyed myself still.

Had lunch with my girls at Causeway Point's Pizza Hut.
;D

Then, 
my anger started to boil when i saw this girl that Dion hated. (Inside story)
I so wanted to vent my anger on her but of course.. We didn't.

So then I walked home under the hot sun. Or should i say walk real quick so i could catch the bus. Okay, here's the thing.
I was supposed to rush home grab my chinese notes & run to the bus stop to meet Dion & Jeline. To catch up with their bus. 

But of course, i was too late. I ran under the hot sun for no use & i missed the bus -.-

Was supposed to study chinese.
But we ended up watching Gossip Girls for an hour.

Seriously, GG. The best. Real sweeeeeeet.
I mean, i love Nate man. I LOVE NATE, I LOVE CHUCK. Dan is kinda okay. 
But NATE.... OMG.
Chuck is hot too, but he's a womanizer. 
So anw, 

I WANT THEIR LIFESTYLE!
Booze, drugs, sex, parties every night. I want it all
Okay maybe not the drugs & sex part. -.-

So then studied Chinese.

Some stuff happened at Dion's house. 
Kinda feel sad for my darling friend. You know who you are sweetheart ;D
Just wanna let you know, i'm here, ALWAYS. 
Never leaving my phone. You know i'm just 8 numbers away. 
Though you always call me at the wrong timing, but you know i'll still be there, trying my best to keep my ears open. ;D

So okay, enough said.

The pictures kinda represent how i'm feeling.

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Thank you The Tragic Truth Of Me

Perhaps i shouldn't even be thinking about you.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

I hate kirk man. I really really hate kirk.
Here's why:

Kirk:
WTF THE POPE BENEDICT HAS A SEX SCANDAL

Me:
Pope Benedict?
Whose that?

Kirk:
...
wth
u duno
OMG

Me:
hahaha who who who!!

Kirk:
U ARE LIKE 10 THOUSAND YEARS BEHIND TIME

Me:
SHUT UP LA
how'd you know he had a sex scandal?

Kirk:
Newspaper page 4

Me:
Straits Times?

Kirk:
no
newpaper

Me:
Oh okay

Kirk:
u suck man

Me:
shut up la
tell me more!!
i'm checking it on yahoo now
omg..
i can't believe it
eeew, but he looks like a satanic guy..

Kirk:
wow
...
wtf
SO U KNOW WHAT IS A POPE NOW?

Me:
I KNOW WHAT A POPE IS
I JUST DIDN'T KNOW WHO HE WAS YOU DUMBASS!

Kirk:
OIC

Me:
Damn you!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR


As i promised;

This is the hottie, i'm dying for. Omg. 

Gossip Girl

Gossip Girl

Hot yes? Hot no?

Haha.

Aiyah y'all should just watch the show man. I mean. Everybody, they're hot. They're all smokin' hot manzxzxzxzx.

Serena Van Derwoodsen is the hottest. (In my opinion)
But so far. I'm only at the 1 st episode. I read the book before.
I must say, the show itself is much much better. ;D

The CW UpFront - After Party

Defending U.S. Open Champion Maria Sharapova and the All-New 2008 Land Rover LR2

I'll die for the 2 man above. Okay not literally.
BUT THEY ARE HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMFG.

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Wanna know more? Go to youtube.com yourself to watch ;D
Hehe.

Dec-Jan, 
Hopefully mom & dad allows me to go to Aussie with Sam & Ant. We most probably'll stay over at Sam's relative's place. For the 2 months. ;D
Niceeeeeeeeeeeeee.

But if his relatives'  are not keen on the idea, then we'll most probably pay for some low-class hotel. :(
Scary.. Actually i can get us a place to stay too. But we'll just see how everything goes on a later date. I'm excited. I'm really really excited.
When Sam told me about it. I wanted to jump off my chair & jump around. 
I was hyperventilating. Omg. I'm still excited. AHHHH. 

I need foooood~ 
I think i'm missing you too much. 
Was that a chance? 
Boogah.


GOSSIP GIRL

Gossip Girl

This show is seriously the sex, the heat, the fever, the everything

Thank you hyt! <3

Gossip Girl

I promise more pictures tonight.
This post is a quick one cause i'm rushing off for my dinner now. 

Gossip Girl, must watch must watch

XOXO
You know you love me
;D

WHOOOOOOOO~

Saturday, April 26, 2008

I started my english assignment at 4pm. 
I finished my english assignment at 1028pm.
Niceeee...

I love my life now. I couldn't possibly ask for more. You were a mistake. You definitely were a mistake. I gave my all, i gave everything i had. But to only receive hurts from you. What a selfish world indeed. What a foolish mistake i made. 

Okay toodles. It's teevee time. 
;D
He loves me, & I love him. That's it.

AHHHH.
O levels are the killer man. 
Chinese prelims this TUESDAY. I couldn't believe my eyes when i saw the email from my teacher. It's on tuesday! GAWD.
CHINESE!

I was doing my english assignment from 4pm to 6pm. Gosh. & i'm only half way there. I've not even finished it. Boo. 

I was talking to this person online just now. & he/she seriously pissed me off. I wanted to copy & paste the whole conversation down here, but then again, i decided not to. I'm not that angry anymore. I can't be bothered. 

I should get back to my work now. Boo.

Gossip Girls = Addiction
Girl that lost bus pal in minibus crash

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Aryca Loh, lost her bus pal in a minibus crash on her way to Pei Chun Public School. 
She suffered facial bruises & cuts on both knees. According to the Straits Times:

'When she saw herself in the mirror, Aryca was traumatised by the bruises on her face and was reluctant to have her photograph taken.'
'The left side of Aryca's face was badly bruised, especially above the eyelid. She also had a deep cut on her right leg which needed stitches.'

For heaven's sake, the girl is only 6 years-old. 
:(

Unfortunately..

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Russell Koh, 8. Wasn't that lucky. 
'But on Thursday morning, two cars crashed into the minibus they were in, jerking its rear door open and causing the boy to be hurled out.'

Effects of the situation:

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The father of the deceased (in orange t-shirt). 
Russell had 2 other siblings. Both sisters. Aged one and four. 
'His elder daughter misses Russell and "wants him to wake up and talk to her".'

'His mother, Teri, 38, was too distraught to be at the mortuary. But at his wake at the Singapore Casket, she clung to his coffin, sobbing uncontrollably.'

This is the headlines for Today's Newspaper on The Straits Times.

Life and Death.

I woke up this morning, walked out of my room, into the hall. Found this news article lying on the coffee table & i almost teared. For one death, it caused the hearts of many to be broken. When will people start taking responsibility over life and death? 

This incident made me realized how selfish man-kind can be. What happened to the other 2 cars? Nothing. No injuries. Nothing.

How unfair. & a lil' boy aged 8, had to leave this world for one mistake the drivers made? 

What about HFMD? This has only proven that as parents, they shouldn't leave their children in other's care. Leaving them at CHILDCARE, would only harm them & endanger their lives in fear of being contracted by HFMD. Leaving them at the hands of school bus drivers would also endanger them. 

I don't know about you guys, but i definitely am not leaving my child at either of the above. 
Sigh. 
This made me cherish my life even more.
Perhaps the death of one, may bring life to many. 
Before thinking about suicide, perhaps we should give thanks to God for the life He has given to us. Never again, will i want to hurt myself. 
Thank you Russell for bringing this light.

Credits:
http://www.straitstimes.com/Latest+News/Singapore/STIStory_230925.html