so, went to work today. had problems waking me up. hah. daddy had to send me to work cause i was late. so yep.



after work, went to meet sis & marcus at wisma. went to some place, forgot the building's name. marcus had his dental appointment. hahah. me & abby walked around. realised that nokia got alot of customers, in their customer care service shop. haha. why? because nokia phones are getting lousier and lousier. so their business also growing. whoa, my english. lousy like anything -.-

anyways.
then went to far east. walked around, saw shilin. shouted for her! hahah. realised we both have loud voices. =D
right darling?

then went to amk hub. met alina. walked around.
something happened there. which made me emo the whole night. :(
fate? is that what you call it? well, i'm telling you, it's bull shit. don't try to tell me that we have fate and all that shit to meet up in a place where both of us could never imagine seeing each other there. it's impossible for us to have met. but instead, "fate" made us bump into each other on this special day. you should know what day it is. i hate you so much you know that? why'd you have to be my f l? i really really hate you.
i wish i've never seen you in my entire life.

met yunting and stanley in the train. trained back to woodlands. slacked for a while with yunting. stanley alighted at sembawang. i totally lost my voice, so yunting did almost all the talking. and she was freaking tall today thanks to her painful heels.

i feel bad, i told daniel that we'll all go together to MOS on 8th dec. but now i just told him i can't go. i just remembered today when yt and i were talking abt it that i'm gonna be away! i'm not gonna be in town on that day! i'm going on a holiday with godma and many other people. -.-

but anyways, i'm just as happy because we decided to go on the 16th dec instead. also the same, MOS party. muahaha. and daniel is okay about it! yayyyyy. daniel is very very steady man! :D
love him alot. hahah.

alright,
so i'm sick.
having high fever, sore throat & losing your voice sucks.
he showed concern! :D i'm really happy. but then again, it wasn't really much of a concern, but he was the only person to ask!
argh! don't gimme false hopes man!

i think i'm beginning to fall deeper and deeper into your trap.
you sickening cutie!
>:(

* pics for today will be uploaded later. *

Had a discussion with daddy last night. Regarding ballet. He was, well, rather supportive of me learning dance. Because I was really serious about it, I told him my ambition and stuff. Then he was like, good for you.

But told mommy over dinner just now, & she disapproved. Hmm, I still don't quite her reason, but yeah. Oh well, I shall pray over it. She was like, "why do you want to learn ballet?" I'm like, "for the basics? i mean, who would wanna hire you to be a professional if you don't even have the basics?" and she said, "if you have true and good talent" & i felt that what she said was true. So yeah, oh well. I shall just wait for an opening..

Anyway,
was really bored today,
met xin ni at causeway point, around 4plus. walked around, then like 15mins later gabriel reached. so yep, said byebye to xin ni. met gabriel and shaojun went off to work. shaojun is getting more and more handsome lah! haha. gabriel too. :D
*y'all better start saying i'm getting prettier okay!*

So then slacked at causeway with gabriel, saw these 2 freak girls. The whole scene was hilarious. Haha. :D

Then alvin finally arrived, walked around, looked for someone. Hahahah, and we all felt super shy. Then, went to the carpark and slacked. Super windy today man! Left around 6plus. Needed to go home for dinner.

But i didn't even eat dinner lah. Just didn't have the appetite, though it was my favourite, spaghetti. Sigh, guess i'm really emo this time.

Never felt this way in a longggg time. Suddenly feel that ____ has changed alot. I don't know. But aiyah, I also don't wanna think too much, I'm always getting used at the end of the day anyway.

I keep thinking of you, and the feeling sucks. Really, the feeling of knowing that you are not mine, sucks. I hate this feeling. I wonder if there's ever US. Every smile i'm giving is fake. There's a reason why they say that we should give it time, but time is not enough. And that's the reason why, when you're young you fall in love. Argh, i really hate this feeling !

I don't wanna rush into things as well, I keep thinking about the bad qualities people keep telling me about you, but i just can't control this feeling i have. I want it out of my life. I feel bad towards____. As though i'm not keeping my promise. But still, i know, what i want.

Was supposed to meet Dingjie and gang, but they gave me aeroplane -.-
So they're all apologising to me through sms now. Okay, i've to admit, i was pissed at first, but haha, after their apology, i'm okay. Maybe what yunting said was right, I'm too forgiving? That's how i always end up the one hurting.

You're worth the fight, but I can't fight forever. I gotta get your memory out of my head.
A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe. And leaves before she is left.

You really don't know how much I wish you're by my side NOW.











Do i really have to let go of all the colorful memories you've given?

So went to yt’s hse as mentioned, didn’t sleep. Chatted like nobody’s business. Played with the WII thingy. It was damn fun, we realized we ended up losing weight. HAHAHA. Fun, indeed.

Stayed there. Shilin left around 330pm. She slept the whole time alright! Me & yt kept doing stupid things. -.-

Left her house around 430pm. Went home, bathed, slept.

Only managed to sleep for 2 hours. Apparently, mommy & daddy didn’t wake me up for dinner. Haha. They only woke me up at 8pm. Cause Ariel came over! I miss that darling! So played Ariel. She was super noisy last night, don’t know why also. Her mouth arh, cannot close okay! Victoria came as well. She was quite domineering yesterday. Kinda pissed me off, but yeah. I guess I was tired that’s why.

They left around 11pm. Did jigsaw puzzle with bro first. Then slept around 11 plus. Couldn’t stand it anymore.

Woke up, chat with Gabriel and Yunting.

I’m bored. May be meeting Gabriel later. But that idiot is playing maple now and refuses to reply me on msn! Grrrrrrrr.

Chat with Kenny kor just now. Cheer up bro! :D

I’m an extremely happy woman today. Close friends’ll know why. But after the conversation, the feeling begun to fade. Just wasn’t as excited/happy as before.

Okay Kenny just called again. Haha. Chatting with him now. I’m really bad at this multi tasking thingy. So bye.

okay, so hi everyone

am currently at yunting's house. haha. plush last night, rebirth party. fun fun fun. got to know a guy called changlin. they call him wang ren fu. haha. you know the 5566 guy? he's gentlemen. but i still prefer... T.........................

but anyway,
met gabe and alvin at yishun first. then terrance came. had dinner at some coffeeshop near by. i didnt eat though. they kept saying i was pregnant. what was their freaking problem! gabriel started the whole thing! what the shit.

then, ah shun came at the yishun mrt station. then saw my son!! shaojun, at the mrt station. he came along as well. oh & waited for howard aka sally at bishan mrt for dont know how long! then yeah, headed to plush. fun fun fun.

reached there at what 10pm? super early can! then nothing to do. slacked there, waited for pangshilin to arrive. muahah. left at 4am. which is the time they stopped the party. yeah. after that, walked the whole area with the guys. went to mac near MOS. then, walked to 7-11 at some ulu road. then, cabbed back to woodlands with terrance and shilin. ((:

then went to yunting's house. banged her door, jammed her handphone and her door bell but she still slept like a piggggg!! sl and i waited for her outside her house for half an hour, we almost fell asleep. and she finally woke up. HURRAY. that's why we're in now. chatting about everything.

i think i'm beginning to like you, alot....................

Plush, tonight, last party. I’m not really excited about it. Somehow, I lost the excitement over T. Hmm, good thing? Bad thing? I don’t know.

Anyway
Saw someone online. Felt like saying this to the person:
“How’s your two-timing life? Are you still as pathetic as before?” :D

Kay, this person makes me irritated, or rather disgusts me. It’s just beyond description.

Got the pictures uploaded already…





I can never get enough of Caramel Ice Blend!!



This was seriously not taken on purpose!



Our tattoos of the day!





Okay, actually we took many many more photos that day. But I really don’t know what happened to those photos.. so yeah.

Camwhore later with Shilin. MUAHAHAHA.
That bitch is still sleeping. Eek.

Sat, was supposed to go out with Girls, but ended up going to Sentosa with Sis & Jason. Cos daddy didn’t want me to go to Marine Sqr, because I would definitely spend money. & if I go to sentosa, everything is paid for with Jason around. Muahahahah.

So we cabbed from woodlands to vivo.
Took the 4D ride thingy. Took the LUGE ride too. Did many many fun stuff. Very enjoyable. Got to know a freak. Whom really was a freak. Uh, nehmind.

Then bus back home, cos I think Jason got a huge amount of money on us. & I seriously feel bad. Haha.

Photos will be uploaded soon. I’m just lazy to go have them uploaded. Hehe.

So, had work today. Took half day. (((((:

Came home, watched tv the whole day, slept the rest of the day. Now am awake, chatting with shilin regarding tomorrow.

Had a msn conversation this morning with cousin Larry, its like donkey years since we last had a conversation. He was really sweet. Haha, he jumped to presumptions that I had a boyfriend! And the last boyfriend he knew about was when I was in sec 1. >:(
His girlfriend is super skinny, and he says she doesn’t seem to be able to grow fat. THIS IS UNFAIR YKNOW. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!

Richmond is at a chalet now, he’s missing out on everything tomorrow. So sad ah Richmond Wu. Muahaha. Don’t worry, I’ll still call you and let you know how much fun I’ll be enjoying & try to make you jealous. Screw you for not accompanying me to _______. MUAHAHA.

Sun, had lunch with aunt and grandma and mom and bro. Cabbed down from bedok to parkway. Took a bloody train to bedok from expo. It was crazy, it was just so packed. I hate trains. Urgh. But it’s so convenient. Damn.

Then, waited to daddy to finish enc. Played with Ariel. I so want a baby of my own. :(
I can’t wait to get married to you. Sigh.



I miss those times, when we were kids. Where we would hold each others hands and walk together, eat together, play together. & do all silly stupid things together. You’re missed.



I miss the times we spent together, it’s just 2 more years……………..



The picture says it all.

Singtel is making me boil. Firstly, the website is not reliable. 2ndly, they take donkey ages to answer the bloody customer service call. I don’t know what the hell they hire people for. It’s so long! I’ve been calling since 12 pm. Now, it’s already 1.09pm!!!!

I need to enquire on something important. Urgh!

Nehminddddd….

I need a phone desperately! Daddy lah! Make my hopes so high on getting me a phone. Then now, don’t know whether he really buying or not. I still he’s buying though, I think he will. It’s just that I’m really fussy about the phone. Cause I don’t want a nokia, Samsung blah. I only want SONY ERICSON!

So like, I slept at 5am last night, woke up at 9am.. -.-
I’m seriously looking like a panda. I feel sleepy. But if I sleep now, I know that nobody would be kind enough to wake me up later to go out. Urgh. Oh well, I shall just wait.

Raina says that the singtel shop in parkway is very very packed and has a longggg queue. What’s happening to singtel? How come suddenly so many people? Whoa, looks like they seriously have a lot of promotions. Are they really thaaaaat good?

Okay,
I’m really getting pissed. =/

Tuesday night, plush. MUAHAHAHA.
Shilin is coming with meeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Yayy. I don’t need Richmond anymore! Hehehehehehehehehehehehe. Don’t be hurt bro! kidding. Lol.

I’m going with Gabriel instead. Decided not to go with Jacky already. Cause it’s like so weird. Oh oh and furthermore, T is going to be there with Gabriel, so obviously go with Gabriel right! I hope Gabriel doesn’t find out about the T thing. If not, I’m dead meat. =/



Taken by Sis. candid shot, while i was watching tv... :D
You see i don't really care about my image when i'm home, so my hair is in a big mess, i mean, who does??

Okay it’s what 4 am now, I’m really bored. I’m supposed to be sleeping, but I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I can’t seem to get to sleep. Chatted with Yunting just now, we laughed like mad over almost everything. Haha. I miss the late night chats with them.

Dear friend, I don’t know if you want me to have your name written down, but I hope you know that this goes out to you. Though it seems like we’re drifting apart, but just to let you know, y’all are still deeply etched in my heart & my memory. Please cheer up, because I’m here with a shoulder for you to lean on, an ear for you to scream at, and hands to help wipe away your tears. I’m always here, I love y’all. Cheer up (:

Met Richmond at causeway, slacked, chatted. Did nothing but keep embarrassing each other. Was supposed to spend the night together with someone else, buttttttttt that asshole wants to go home to sleep. >:( so I’m here at home.

It’s 4am, & I think I should pretty much get to bed, else I’ll be like a panda tomorrow when I meet girls. Haha. I hope daddy gets me the phone tmr. Yayy.

Oh &, Andrew & I have a mache date! Yayy, can’t wait. I’m supposed to be on a major major diet, but mache, who is able to resist the temptation of the wonderful foooood they serve there?! We’ll be going after my pay day which is next month .damn…

Alright, yunting says my blog is very wordy, so I shall leave y’all with pictures. Me & jan took last Sunday at tampines mall’s toilet. Hahahahaha. We were bored, waiting for time to pass. (:



I know the toilet didn’t need shades, but you see, we were trying to act like we were “celebrities” but apparently, it failed. Cause, we look like posers. -.-







I think I was sms-ing????



I forgot what I was looking at. Hahahaha.



I look weird in this photo. Hmmmmmmmmm…

Goodnighttt.. I'm dying for my own camera >:(

I'm real bored. I want to go out! Sis is out! I'm home! I've stayed home the whole day. Sick anyway, sigh. Was okay the whole day & ta daa! fell sick in the afternoon. This sucks. Having bowling session with girls tomorrow. Bowling? Riiight.

Oka Sis is a bad mood because she is angry with her friend. Her friend is an inconsiderate person lah! Didn't expect this person to be like that. Urgh, whatever. Pissed off too. Okay i'm really pissed off that person lah, feel like giving the person a piece of my mind. Urgh. I'm bored, is there anything i can do to kill the boredom. :(

Damn lah, i should have met richmond today for dinner! But it's alright i had a scrumptous dinner at home too.

I'm thinking of alternatives to save sis now. Hahaha. She's stranded on a deserted bus. No, wrong. She's squashed in a crowded bus.

I miss Miss Ho & Miss Pang, i miss school with them! I hope we'll all be in the same class next year too. With all the climbing out from school during recess just to have more choices of food at the market behind (but apparently, the market has been burnt down). Climbing in school when we're late & running away from the teachers like we're playing counterstrike or something. Oh & sitting outside the general office serving our suspension time, viewing the scenery (like there was any!) Haha. I'm going to miss so many people from 4D'o7. Next year is going to be so different! All of us will be mugging hard for the big O-h.

Okay my computer is lagging. And i dont know why, this is crazy, it's getting on my nerves.



It is time to let go...

Zingy is niceeeeeeeee. I’m in love with zingy. I keep listening to the song over & over & over. I never seem to get tired of it.

I miss someone, a lot. Sigh.

Just received a call from daddy, he’s buying me a new phone! Yayy. He’s upgrading my line. Cause he knows my current phone is DEAD. I’m delighted.

Cheryl’s mood = extremely happy

I want the sony ericsson one. Any model will do from sony ericsson, okay maybe not ANY model, but yeah. I just don’t want nokia. It sucks. I don’t want to have any problems with my handphone anymore. I’ll get really irritated. The next phone I get, I must be very very contented with it. Haha.

I love daddy!! :D

I shall wait. I got a feeling, he’s gonna bring me to singtel shop tonight to buy. But hmm, we shall see. Honestly, I’m not rushing, I’m actually quite patient. So I guess that’s why I’m blessed! Oh, it might also be a gift from God, hehe. To commend me for something. LALALA.

Yayy.
I don’t think I’m going clubbing next weekend already. Stay home & be a good girl.

Going for holiday got godparents & god-siblings on the 2nd week of dec. So weird. It’s like so long since we’ve been on a holiday together. I can’t wait to shop with god-ma. She’s damn good at this whole shopping thing. I think she should get a new job. The shopping job. Get paid to shop. Imagine that. HA!

So yes, I haven’t been talking to korkor Daniel & jie jie Carine in a longggg time. Hmm.. I’m not quite sure of what to expect. But yeah, I hope things go out great! (:

I love daddy sooooo much!!

I wanna shop too, but i shall wait for my pay !

Okay, so I’m back again with blogger. How funny, I guess xanga just couldn’t satisfy me, or rather I get quite pissed off with xanga because it’s so complicated. Ahh, whatever~

Anyway,

Tuesday
Work, till noon time, went lunch with Sis & Bro at Lau Pa Sat, food sucked. I just it wasn’t appetizing to me. I was super hungry. Ordered chicken rice. Sucked. Like, the chicken was bleeding, and the blood from the chicken stained my rice…. How gross.

Ordered 2 plates of oyster omelette, hahaha. The Tan family loves oyster egg. :D

Then met Richmond in town in the night. Walked around marina sqr. Shopped around while waiting for yunting & shilin to arrive. Bought a dress. Sis came along, she bought her leggings.

And it rained, and rained, and couldn’t stopped raining. And my feet was killing me cause we walked around for 3 hours and I was wearing super high heels. Imagine it!

So the 2 ladies finally arrived around 11 pm. I missed them so much! Especially shilin, cause we haven’t even been talking on the phone or msn-ing. At least, I’m still in touch with yunting. Love you two girls. Meet up again yeah!

Headed to Clarke quay. Walked many roundabouts before finding central mall. Met Gabriel & Alvin & a few of their friends.

Went to plush.
Boring. They had a fashion show. Like what? Then they closed the dancefloor for people under 18. yes I know, lame isn’t it?
Then they opened another dance floor by shitting the lounge and chairs over to the other dance floor. Which was insane. I mean, what a waste of time.

Left around 3 am. Cabbed down to plaza sing to meet Jason & Sis.
Jason drove us home after that. I was freaking scared we would like meet with an accident or something. Cause like, I seriously didn’t trust his driving skills. Damn it, I should have taken a photo of his car! It was like dented here and there. I bet he must have met with many accidents before.

So yes, I managed to reach home safely in one piece.

Plush again on 27th. Jacky’s birthday. Ha. Socializing time again. I’m still deciding whether to go, but I promised him!! Oh gawd..

Ben was really funny today. I realized he’s such a granny, he keeps going about the same thing. He keeps repeating his sentence.

So I’m supposed to be at work now, but i’m having stiff neck. Now it’s the other side.
Had stiff neck last week on the right side. This week, it’s the left side. I wonder what’s wrong. Gotta be something’s wrong with my pillow. Damn.

I miss sirhc. Haha. It’s been so long since we last met already! Gawd.