Screw it.

SUSPENSION TOMORROW. :(
Cheryl is sad because she'll be missing out in alot alot of lessons tmr. Mrs Lai will be starting on a new topic tomorrow & i'll be sitting at suspension area doing nothing but revision for the past almost 1 term. :(
Andrew! You better get some notes for me!
Samson! Better pay attention during Chinese, so you can tell me what i missed out!

God, see my heart. Break my heart. Touch my heart. Feel my heart.
Break my heart for what breaks yours.

Even though i really do not enjoy suspension, i've decided to just get it over & done with. After all, it's just one day. But i'll still pray hard tonight that Mrs Lai did talk to Mr Tan over it & Mr Tan agreed for me to skip 1 last day of suspension.

Hmm..
Talking to Janice now on msn. I feel like crying. I realised that actually i let go of 2 people in my life that really love me alot. 2 best friends that i took for granted & didn't cherish. I feel like a fool.
The truth? I miss Janice & Joann.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but for the past few weeks, i've been thinking alot about Joann. Somehow, i miss her. I really miss her. I miss the times when we were best friends. I really regretted everything that happened & i'm really sorry about what had happened. I wish i can turn back time, but i know i can't. I don't know what to do to get back this friendship. I'll just walk a step & see how things go. Maybe one day i might just open my mouth & talk to her. But, i really miss her.

I miss them both that loved me dearly.
It was my fault.