Screw it.

Where are you when i need someone to talk to?

Why aren't you here with me?

As i walked home just now, 

You can never ever imagine the kind of pain i carry on my back.

Wishing i'd receive a phone call from you.

I've been longing to see you for so long.

& i finally got my wish.

Why?

Wasn't it better when you weren't even back?

I thought i'd be happier without you here, 

but i'm wrong.

Things aren't happier.

I feel lousy. I feel worse. I feel miserable.

Now that you're back..

I've lost my sanity.

I've got the negative symptoms.