Happened to get special priviledges to ___'s blog. Read every single post. Every single line. Suddenly i felt confused. Girl to girl, i should sense that she really loves him. I could sense that she really wants a 2nd chance & she'll be willing to do anything for that 2nd chance & she'll change. & suddenly, it gave me a different opinion of the male.
I realised, that actually i'm blessed to be single. Suddenly i'm reminded of the pain & hurt i suffered in the past due to a break up. Suddenly i'm reminded of understanding the pain of what it was like to love somebody silently. I didn't like it at all.
Love is just like a game.
Am i ready to play this game yet? Or am i not? Am i ready to get my heart brokened? Or am i still as weak? I know that in every relationship i've ever been in, i'm always the one at the losing end, because i'm always the weakest link.
I think i'm really beginning to deposit more feelings into this love bank. Because you opened the door for me. But then again, it dawned upon me that i'm afraid. I'm afraid of all the pains & hurts if everything will turn out negatively.
I'm reminded that i'm weak. Tell me what to do.
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