Screw it.

So it’s 4am now. Yunting just put down the phone, and I’m stuck here with the computer thinking about idiotic stuff. Argh.

So much for telling people things. Sometimes, you get squashed back in the face and you feel totally trapped, you don’t know what to do. But I’m really thankful for yunting, I guess if she wasn’t on the phone with me just now, I might’ve broke down. Should I or should I not be? I didn’t mean to be a 3rd party. I wasn’t the one initiating anything. I feel bad as well.

And you are just another pathetic liar. I know, maybe I shouldn’t trust that source, but so what? What the heck, prove it to me then. I don’t wanna come into your relationship because it seems to me like the both of you are inseparable, everyone’s telling me about the many obstacles both of you have been through. & people tell me that they will never allow a 3rd party into your relationship. So what am I to do? Give up? I don’t feel like giving up so easily. I’m still hanging on to what you said. I won’t give up that easily.

I’m kinda numb. I feel like going back to Australia (only friends will understand). Yt tells me not. Yt is not gonna let me give up that easily. Even Richmond thinks I shouldn’t give up. Sl thinks not too. But what does my heart say?

Is this fight worth the race?

I’m hearing so many things from different people. And everybody’s telling me different stories. What’s your story?

Ah crap. Enough of this bull shit.

So yes, met Dingjie, Yongtong, Yijin & Ivan downstairs my apartment for a little chat. Okay, maybe not a little. Cause we stayed there for hours. And only went back home till 1230am. Haha. talked about many many things.

Called yunting on my way back. Gabriel called. We chatted. Haha.
My korkor’s name is no longer Gabriel. Its….
GAYgabriella. ((((((:

And we did the Harry Potter in nigga style. LOL. It was damn funny. =D
I miss the late night chats with gay and yt. (:
And yt and sl.

Oh shit, I forgot Shafie’s waiting for my call. He just msged me, that he’s too tired, he’s going to sleep first. Hehe. Sorry!!

Okay yes, I have to admit that I’m affected by it. Argh.

Yt was super hilarious just now. She was screaming and shouting at… A BEETLE. Cause the beetle bit her and she was really furious. And yep, she asked the Beetle to go on a 1-1 fight with her. -.-
This is the first time in my life I’m hearing someone taking on a fight, with a BEETLE. Hahaha. That’s my godsister. *slaps*
(I told you yt I’m so gonna blog about it)

Movie date with Andrew tomorrow!! YAYYYYYYYY.
I’ve to msg him first thing in the morning tomorrow, becos I forgot to msg him just now. Damn, I’m bad at this whole msging thingy.

I don’t wanna live a life of fantasy anymore. I want a dream come true. Will you make my dream come true?