Screw it.

I'm back to the way i am. (:
I'm happy. I'm no longer feeling depressed, emo blah.
I realised, it's all up in the mind, it's my choice. It's my choice if i wanna brood over it or whether i wanna get over it and move on.

Well, i'm choosing to get over it and move on. No point isn't it? It's not the end of the world. Come what may. 2 years, i'll keep to my promise.
If my covenant and promise to daddy and mommy says 2 years. Then so be it. It's just nice as well, isn't it?

I'm gonna enjoy my youth. What the heck was i thinking? Perhaps no exams, no stress, i start thinking about BGR. you dumb girl. I shouldn't have. I should've listened to so many people in the start regarding this. Thanks Andrew. =D

I'm gonna forgive that someone who spoilt my mood last night. Because i'm sure he didnt mean it too. Because i'm feeling happy. I have a daddy God that loves me, and wants the best for me. And my mommy and daddy that work very hard to bring bread to this home and give me everything they can afford. I have a sister that will always stand my side, and a brother that will never stop irritating me. Andaand and and my darling darling darling friends.. Every single one of them. =D

I've to learn to lean on the cross.
I'm coming back to the heart of worship.